Derp-san

Hi, Most of you won't know me because I recently registered. The reason that I registered was because I thought maybe here I could actually express how I feel without being judged. So, personally I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know why small things affect me so much. For example when I posted a introduction and nobody said anything I felt kinda, well, not wanted. Like I'm already not liked by people even though it's only been a few hours. It made me sad but to a large extend. I didn't cry or anything, promised myself to never cry again, but it just added to my sadness. I'm not asking for forgiveness or for people to start to acknowledge me. I feel like the only reason I'm writing this is too seek attention and be acknowledged... To be honest I don't know why I do things, why I made this post, why I joined. I think I do know but I really don't. I'm a confusing being and I don't know where I'm going with this. Well, thank you for reading this, whatever it is. It probably indirectly displays my problem... or not, I don't know. I'm too embarrassed to send this but I will.