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That'd be surreal to have that sort of impact on someone's life with what little I have to offer. Sorry >,<,forgot to mention it's a bonus track off her new album. You've heard her music before o.o, which are your favorites >_<? She's my favorite non anime related artist >__<. I also like her songs saviour, peace sign and cactus in the valley. That sounds rough X(, what sort of job o.o? Well you're definitely out of this world to me >__<. I haven't seen many but I like Bakuman >.<. It's about an aspiring manga artist and his friend trying to become full timee artists while the girl of his dreams works towards become a voice actress. They make a promise that when they make it they'll be together because they'll have more time for eachother and that it'll inspire eachother to push toward their dreams. It's sad because I want them to be together so much and if they don't have time for eachother now, how will they when they're famous X(? But it's really beautiful that they'd endure that for the sake of the other. That in my mind is true love, looking beyond what you want to make someone happy. I guess in a way it's not really looking beyond what you want because if you really care for someone you'd want them to be happy even if you're not a major part of it right? Sorry if I'm rambling >__< and sorry if I spoiled some of the show x(. How about you, what's your favorite o.o? Any recommendations ^__^?

You're so accepting that it stands me up so I don't feel so small. It really helps me open up. I owe you alot. Sorry if I stumble over words >-<.

It’s because you have a deep compassionate heart. You’re so kind you can find the good in anyone, even me it lets me open up. I’m nothing special and I don't have alot going for me with the situation I’m in in my life so I try to find happiness in finding ways to make others happy, even if it means removing myself from the equation. That's why you really are an angel and I want to be able to help you see the wings on your back. Blue bird is really inspiring, the translated lyrics are melancholy but really beautiful and uplifting. Like about carving your own path out of the darkness to find your own blue sky, it’s pretty awesome. I like Follow you into the Dark too ^-^. It's really sweet, like a song about unconditional love, being there no matter what. It reminds me of this song I like alot, “In the Dark I see” by Lights. You can do it ^__^. When you devote yourself to something for a while it stays with you ^^, like riding a bike, although I didn't learn how to ride a bike until last year >__<. I believe in you, it's just a matter of resurfacing what's already inside ^___^.

It’s very hard for me to convey how I’m feeling most of the time. I can be at a loss for words a lot which can make for very awkward scenarios irl. But words seem to slip off my lips when I talk to you because your smile gives me an anxious feeling that really makes me feel alive ^__^. Sometimes feels like it might spill out so I try as best I can to organize my jumbled thoughts and write them down before I forget because my brain sometimes feels like mush >.<. Shucks I’m nothing special thank you so much, you touch my heart too Selina >____<, you give me so much so it means a lot that I’m able to give something in return. I know you’re great writer you have a very earnest way of articulating your words that makes me hang on them very much. You’re just being modest XD, which is a really endearing quality in and of itself. See you’re awesome >___<. I’m not very good at guitar >,<. Family bought me one for Christmas and was so happy and appreciative but only have 1 chord down so far >__<, d chord. How about you, play any instruments ^_^? I listen to anime soundtracks a lot >__< and videogame music but I’ll give anything a try. How about you ^__^? Also, any requests for songs you’d want me to play >-<? It’d probably take me a while to learn >,< but I’d really enjoy playing a song you like.

You most definitely have a kind heart ^__^. It doesn’t feel forced, you're a genuinely sweet person. Can’t imagine you any other way. It makes me happy knowing I was able to make someone happy >__<. Thank you so much. Pretty names ^^. Selina has a beautiful meaning ^___^. Wrote a poem about it >_< Like that old movie where the man asks the lady if she wanted the moon and he’d pull it down for her, I leap to the moon when I see your bright eyes. Like a star in the night sky, whenever I’m lost they never sway, a kindness so pivotal it points the way. Sometimes I want to stop and play amongst the stars but that’d be really selfish. So I made a wish on the star that you have a great night ^-^.

It takes a lot of strength to make stand up for what you believe in and I’m so proud of you. That'a really awesome, your family sounds really nice. I guess our combined awkwardness cancels itself out like a math riddle or something XD but to be honest you don’t seem awkward at all. You have this kind aura about you that makes you very approachable and easy to talk to ^^. It’s a breath of fresh air ^__^. I guess your kindness rubbed off on me >__<. I will most definitely check out Howls Moving Castle, I didn’t know Miyazaki’s movies were books as well, that’s flippin awesome. My name’s Shogo >___<. It means righteous in Japanese and it’s very nice to meet you ^__^. My birthday is on October 28th >___<. Is it okay if I ask your name ^__^? My brothers and my name all rhyme XD. Shingo, Kengo, Shogo, Daigo. How about you, any siblings ^^? No need to thank me, thanks so much for listening, it means the world to me. I’ll always listen whenever you want to talk. I have a lot of bad qualities but it’s something I try to work on everyday and sometimes it’s hard to make the right choices even when I’m more inclined not to but I hope that one day those right choices can become second nature. You seem like a great person and I’m really lucky to have met someone so nice. Thanks for letting me use the face >____<.

Those are some nice choices, the girl with the dragon tattoo seems really neat, never read the book, wanted to see the movie, Daniel Craig is hot XD. I love Hayao Miyazaki and all his work, the imagery in his films are so out of this world. He’s part of the reason I really wanted to focus more on environmental painting. I remember my dad renting totoro for us when I was around 5. I always wanted to take a nap with totoro in the woods on his belly XD. I actually have a totoro t-shirt ^^. To be honest I don’t read very much >__<. I just have a hard time sticking to one novel without losing interest. Any recommendations o.o? I think so too ^__^. You’re very personable and I think if that can reflect through your writing than it could reach a broad audience. I hope so >-<. I sort of dropped out of college for a bunch of reasons, parents religion, health problems and some other stuff. I was thinking of going back. >____< Thank you so much. Your kind words echo in my heart.

Right, March 30th ^__^. I won’t forget >___<. I like this face n_n, never seen that one used before XD. Do you mind if I use it >-<? I’m nothing special, thank you so much though. I can be very self deprecating and I have a heap of bad qualities that I need to work on >__<. You’re so accepting and nice though, those are great qualities too, ontop of being flippin awesome ^__^. I feel like I can be myself with you. It’s not so much that I wanted to wait it’s that I never had the chance. I was born into a family that followed a religion many consider a cult, unification church, it has arranged marriages and a lot of other things I didn’t believe in. Both my older siblings are in arranged marriages and so were my parents, it’s the reason I’m a mix of ethnicities, Japanese and Swedish, while I never did because I never believed in it. I’d rather be alone than have an arranged marriage. I want to be with someone who wants to be with me, not someone who feels obligated to. So growing up I could never date or have female friends. I was put into an all boys private school. I have a lot of improving to do on myself before I could ever hope to be with anyone else though. I’m thankful to be able to make friends because I can be very awkward irl.

Kinda >-<. They were like spandex, it was prett6y wild XD. Oh awesome, happy belated birthday ^__^, when next month o.o? Things will work out I know it because you’re passionate about it ^__^. What I’ve come to find is when you really believe in something, that everything sort of has a way of falling into place, like aligning with your thoughts to make them a reality ^^. I know that sounds sorta crazy >__<. I’d love to read some of your writing too. I’m sure it’s awesome ^__^. What type of stories do you like writing? I haven't written fan fiction in a while mostly poems >__< but I wrote action adventure type stories alot ^^, like based on fantasy games but I want to be able to write something based on a romance or slice of life anime someday. I haven’t been in a relationship before so don’t have experience on writing about relationships as sad as that sounds x(. It’s why I enjoy romance and slice of life animes because I have a hard time writing dialogue that doesn’t sound contrived >_<. That's pretty awesome, journalism is pretty cool ^___^. What’re some of your favorite books? >___< I’m nothing special thank you so much though. You're so nice >_<. For dreams, I don't really have a dream job >__<. I haven't really found something that I'm passionate about. My passion is to help people fulfill their dreams, that way I know there's something meaningful that comes out of it. This is a poem I wrote just now. Sorry if it's short >__<. “It feels like I’m being carried off by waves, drowning in this thought of you. You take my breath away.”

WWE is a bit different XD, like no chairs or jumping off stuff although that sounds blooming fun too XD. We wore stuff like tights though >,<. It’s a relief to know you didn’t get hurt. Playing hockey sounds like quite the rush ^__^. That’s pretty neat that you draw your own characters and make comics, I’d love to read some ^-^. I’m rubbish at drawing and lack imagination to make my own characters but like writing poetry and fan fictions of tv shows and video games ^__^. That’s a great dream. You can do it, don’t give up ^__^. Nothing bad comes from chasing your dreams because dreams don’t hurt, that’s why when people are dreaming they ask someone to pinch them. What made me want to learn environmental digital art was to help my writing ^__^. I like to write in metaphors a lot >__<, like in poetry I like to describe intangible things like feelings as tangible things like a waterfall or a flower. I think it lets me draw a connection to the reader and help me better reflect on my own thoughts ^__^. Thanks so much for the friend request.