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Deactivating finally

26 year old Male
Last online almost 4 years ago
Fort Worth, TX
theghoulieleader
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runningonneedles
Deactivating finally @runningonneedles Yessir, dawg I crashed as soon as workday was over. Nine hours. I stretched myself too thin
theghoulieleader
Cutting ties @theghoulieleader Aye at least you slept early and woke up early?
runningonneedles
Deactivating finally @runningonneedles Well I woke up around midnight then fell asleep for 8 more hours
theghoulieleader
Cutting ties @theghoulieleader That's not bad still lol
runningonneedles
Deactivating finally @runningonneedles I still can't believe I got hard ghosted man. I'm real discouraged rn, feel like I'm missing something so I'm probably just gonna go back to doing me. Maybe pick up another bad habit again
theghoulieleader
Cutting ties @theghoulieleader Aye I feel that. I'm talking to some girls here and there and it's nice company
runningonneedles
Shawty a lil baddie, shawty my lil boo thang. Shawty got the flatty, shawty be catchin mood swangs
theghoulieleader
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theghoulieleader
Cutting ties @theghoulieleader School wants about 10,000 gonna call my credit card place for a personal loan. I couldn't borrow money from you man, I can just joke about it lol.
theghoulieleader
Cutting ties @theghoulieleader No luck currently fuck. I need to look for p Banks or something you guys need suggestions though? The school doesn't do private loan sadly so it all has to be up to me
theghoulieleader
Cutting ties @theghoulieleader You have any suggestions*
runningonneedles
Deactivating finally @runningonneedles 10,000 is a lot wow! That's probably for the best. Welding... can't you take an apprenticeship for welding without a cert. It'll be like you're an intern but you should get paid
theghoulieleader
Cutting ties @theghoulieleader I'll look around but apprenticeships tend to really be a specific area thing. Typically outside of america , idk man I really wanna do it, it's only 6 months and they got job placements. I can start out 15-20 honestly and go for even more with experience.
runningonneedles
Finna get into Lightweight MMA when I gain a little bit more weight. Nearly there, cant believe a little over a year ago I was barely 110 wet.
theghoulieleader
Cutting ties @theghoulieleader Damn dude go for it my guy! Just eat the same and train hard!
runningonneedles
I'm ugly bitch I swear dawg lol... wtf.
theghoulieleader
Cutting ties @theghoulieleader Lol girl filter be like that. Tbh I'd rather be a ugly bitch then have everyone trying to clap my cheeks
runningonneedles
Deactivating finally @runningonneedles I'm just rockin it at this point
runningonneedles
Ngl, if I didnt have an emotional anchor to finding some sort of redemption in life, I would have left a couple of years ago. It feels good to be alive though! Even if we fuck up, you can better yourself and get over your troubles. Even if you accidentally caused the deaths of a few people and led others down to deal with lifelong trauma, you can grow past it and become stronger. Something about the word "life"
runningonneedles
Welp, it's been a few months and can't seem to find a healthy way to deal with my shit. Probably gonna go back to smoking not like it really matters. Oh well I tried.
runningonneedles
I refuse to listen to yunggoth or 100gec
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