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how the world works i guess :/ the way you get all attached and stuff is adorable...well i mean in a way it could be a pain. if you get attached to someone who things might not work with i can see it being bad then. but i find it adorable. im usually tsundere when it comes to people i have a crush on -3- he is cute when he wants to be XD normally he is barking after everyone he doesnt know and chasing squirrels in the backyard. but everytime he sees me he jumps around and cant keep still. the other dog nicki is a handful though XD she is too hyper and never listens ^^; she also howls at night. awww i wish i could pet her <3 i love cats XD even though im a big dog person i have a soft side for cats/kittens yeah i usually start typing out a reply and get distracted XD and im like oh wait i gotta finish my reply. thats why i need to set aside time to talk XD well i mean if you wanted to go there anyway you cant leave your kid behind XD i will revisit everywhere anyway. so i dont mind as much. yeah im with you on the japanese stuff XD im not really fluent but i know stuff like kawaii and senpai lol wont really help me when i decide to visit japan one day. lol i have the worst luck XD well i did find $100 on the floor before so maybe its kinda decent. but still share some of your luck XD you seem to have plenty of it i got serious for college and actually tried to study and everything and i was like wait....this is just like highschool XD the work was sorta easy well maybe because i had basic classes but still. i didnt need to study that much.

QAQ idk why, the world is just cruel to all the nice people. yeah when im serious, well im serious XD normally im all smiles and jokes but when im serious, there is a reason for it. haha thats adorable. Even if you get easily attached you can still play hard to get. umm idk how to explain it, just flirt but dont make it too obvious then idk tease them i guess? haha idk how it works but yeah. >.> that makes it worse, cuz then you see all your friends all happy with their bf/gf and they do all kinds of couple stuff and you're here all by yourself. awwww that sounds cute, must be nice to have a cat that likes to play like that. i see like people with their cats an the cat is all grumpy and doesnt let you pet it. ^^; they are more of like a freeloader than a pet, they get all the luxuries of a pet but doesnt act like one. yeah he has him rn, i saw him when i came to visit for christmas. the little guy kinda grew on me XD i remember when i first met him he was growling and barking next thing you know, he comes and curls up in my lap and sleeps. yeah i dont mind it tbh im just saying cuz sometimes when im busy (whether its a game or like doing something important) i'll see your message and cant reply to it right away. being that it takes like 5 mins give or take just to reply. so i'd have to wait until i was done. but yeah talking to you is pretty nice, i sure enjoy it. you too? omg i dont think i've ever studied for anything lol how i've made it this far idek. i just cant study, i dont retain any of that information. i learn though examples and working stuff out myself. once i've gotten the gist of it im fine. my teachers used to be like "go home and study" i go home and watch anime or something and do well on the test anyway. i actually have been to puerto rico, but i dont remember it >.> i've been alot of places actually. half of it i was too small to remember. i only learned what i know in spanish because of my great grandma. she spoke spanish and nothing but spanish. so to understand it i would go to my grandma and ask "what does this mean?" my great grandma from my grandma's side i was around my other great grandma i didnt know, but she was apparently japanese XD so im pretty much mixed with alot. -3- wish i knew japanese too. oh i see so i guess its not that bad for you. you seem like a lucky person XD lucked out with the college, lucked out on tests, now even lucked out with your internship. >.> send some of that luck my way if you can lol

ikr? the struggle for us is real TwT im too nice and do that too. although when im serious, i stick to whatever i said i was gonna do. oh you mean like playing hard to get? haha yeah i guess some people like that. There are some who prefer someone easy though. nah its fine, im not really hung up about it or anything. i generally just move on. yeah i hope so too, but im in no rush... i have all the time in the world for that stuff. Im still young XD i'll really start worrying when im like in my late 20's and im still where i am now oh so she is pretty old then. but its good that she is still active and healthy. i know i would freak if my pet went missing. it almost like losing a family memeber, they live with you all the time and you take care of them. so when they go missing its a huge problem. yeah she looks like an oreo to me lol i understand XD as much as i like long conversations sometimes i rather small stuff. just writing one of these messages like i am to you. takes me like maybe 5 mins? not that its a problem just i have to wait until i have free time sometimes just to reply. otherwise i would reply right away. how do you make learning about test strategies fun? XD testing is one of the least fun things there is about school. you sit in a quiet room and its like life oe death on a sheet of paper lmao my grandmother is from puerto rico and her husband (he isnt technically my grandpa but i call him that, since i pretty much grew up with him) is also from puerto rico. i dont speak fluent spanish but i have an understanding of it. like i can understand what you're saying but i cant really speak it. oh i see >.> so they are really putting you to work then. almost like a real teacher. but then again maybe thats for the best. you'll know how to handle kids and grade work and do activities with them. but how does that work for the teacher? like do you guys switch or like you have a certain task and she does the rest?

yeah haha sometimes i dont even stick to my own rules. XD i give in and message them right away anyway. i give in to things alot ^^; i guess im just too nice i'll wish you luck c: im sure you'll find someone, just give it time. haha im me XD thats why i have trouble. im really just looking for someone specific. i mean i've dated before, but they werent what i was looking for. i want someone who has things in common with me and who i can get along with, would be better if they knew how to treat me >.> be surprised how nice i was to them despite them being mean to me. yeah my grandpa used to be worried whenever he escaped, you can tell he really loved that dog. he was so depressed whenever he left for 2 days. yeah she really is, oreo isnt a bad name tbh XD she looks like an oreo. oh wow she must be pretty old then, you've had her for what? 11-12 years? oh well i'll ask you something whenever i have a question XD i dont mind actually, i like long conversations like the ones we are having atm. i prefer them actually. oh wow a principal? :o i imagine thats alot of work, you gotta look after an entire school and make sure the kids in your school are getting a proper education. As well as deal with little problems that pop up. must be a busy life as a principal, but im sure you can do anything you put your mind to. Tbh in my opinion most of my classes spent months preparing us for tests that we needed to graduate. The only teachers i can say actually taught me something was my 9th grade math teacher. i struggles in algebra and he made things so easy. he actually cared about the students too, he would always ask me if i was doing alright and stuff. i sorta hope he is still teaching math, he was pretty good at breaking stuff down. Then my history teacher taught me everything i needed to know about writing essays XD. I've actually managed to get by even in college using the stuff he taught me. i've always gotten compliments on my essays. Its just that i dont put that much effort into my typing >.> this isnt a college essay, so i dont need to type it like one? idk thats just me XD yeah my grandma is pretty nice. i have her and my grandpa to thank for who i am today c: no my first language was english. Their first language however was spanish, but they know how to speak english and everything. well technically Spanglish XD they tend to speak english and then say something in spanish when they dont know what it is in english. oh wow so you actually get to handle the class? thats strange i had an intern in one of my classes and he never did anything .-. maybe cuz it was like a FLVS course. but still he just sat there on his phone and out teacher did the work. I feel like sometimes you need to give your students that tough love. if you are always joking and goofing off they wont pay you any attention when the time comes.

you wanna know what i do? like if its a constant thing? obviously im not gonna ignore them, but if they make me wait for a reply i do the same to them. i mean ik it sounds childish but i dont feel its fair. like if you really arent busy and can reply to me but choose not to, i just keep you waiting for a reply the same way. haha reach through the computer and force a reply lol you're funny. oh i see i see. well i mean i think they do that for evey teacher. like ask if they have a wife or husband, bf/gf stuff like that. idk about hooking them up but i do know they sometimes get curious as to why you arent dating anyone. haha well you never know they could hook you up with their 20 something year old friend if they had one. well yeah older kids know when to not cross the line, which is what is good about them. plus they are more well behaved and act a little more like adults...you know since they are nearing that age anyway. im sure you will c: you're a pretty nice person. but ik how hard finding the right one is >.> even i have trouble with that. im always nice to people im dating, and i treat them as if they were my everything. i think maybe a kid of theirs was trying to be nice? idk but still you know he is a small dog and they fed him way too much. then later on that same day he made an escape from our back yard XD he likes to go on these adventures and then come back like 2 days later. my grandma got worried that maybe he crawled under the shed and passed away cuz of the sickness since he didnt come when we called him. turns out he hopped the fence and went wherever then came back. yeah ik i saw her she is a gorgeous cat. the one i had was gray, white and black. his name was kitty (i was like 12 and couldnt come up with a name) haha i dont mind talking to you about marine science...maybe i can learn a few things i didnt know before. oh i would sit in your class just to see how you teach. that and get a better understanding for underwater life. dont you need to go to school longer to be a professor? or can you just become one after you graduate with a teaching degree? i was lucky i graduated when i did. when i was a senior is when they did the whole FSA thing. i was already on my last year and passed my FCAT so they didnt make us retake it. but i find it dumb that a few tests can determine whether or not you pass. what is the point in doing all that work and making sure your grades are on point, if you just get held back by one test? oh no no no the teachers werent that bad they tried to teach us as much as they could but like we are only in school for a limited amount of time. they cant teach us exactly what will be on the test, and they cant just move on if one person doesnt get a specific subject. oh i see well yeah that makes sense. technically each subject is connected. you cant do science without math, and you cant do history/math without reading. some teachers dont really do their best to teach you how to read though. the way i learned how to read was when i lived with my grandma. i was kind of bad at reading back then. i didnt know how to read so she used to help me out until i could do it on my own. she made me read everyday and look up words i didnt know and try to explain them. which is pretty amazing for someone who's first language isnt english. also im sorry if my writing gets confusing >.> i have a habit of typing everything like im in a rush.

i cant stand it either when people do it to me -3-, i get salty, like kids my age say XD just mad, yet i cant do anything about it you know? they dont wanna reply, they dont wanna reply. though im not really gonna wait all day for it. hmmm not sure what you mean by that, like they dont really have someone for you? but they want you to date someone? hopefully i got it right cuz im not sure if i did. well yeah obviously if they ask stuff like if you want to have kids, it can get awkward. depending on your answer they will ask why, or why not? oh so your doing freshman. 14-15 year olds should be around the freshman year. if they were seniors the questions might have been more vulgar. maybe they are blind? or dont know what fun looks like XD trust me though its not something you should worry too much about. im sure you will find someone who will treat you right c: IKR? my grandpa was so pissed he went over there and told them off. you dont just feed someone else's dog, especially if it will make them sick. you never know if the dog has a special diet because of health issues or whatever. awwww now i wanna know what your cat looks like XD alot of people on here post pictures of their pets and they are so adorable QAQ im so jealous oh wow really? a degree in marine biology? thats so cool. hopefully you get a position where you can teach that stuff. i'd love to sit in on one of your classes, too bad im not in high school anymore. unless its a college course XD then sign me up. haha they might see you as that one teacher who will most likely become a mad scientist. yeah history is so boring, like a bunch of guys fighting wars and junk. i mean yeah it shaped us into the nation we are today ^^; but could it be any less boring? florida's education system is terrible. im glad i managed to graduated before it gets any worse. i heard now they are doing something called an FSA? and they got rid of FCAT? idek all i know is that they gave everyone in my school who took algebra 2 a test. and the majority of the school failed it. they just gave everyone a passing score cuz i mean you cant fail like hundreds of kids cuz your test is too hard. half that stuff i never learned. oh well he said it was because history and english are the same thing? you need english for history or something like that. im as lost as you with that whole situation lol

that makes me feel better? idek lol yeah it feels like they just ignored you on purpose. like you took the time to look at the message but not time to reply to it oh well yeah that's a given, you dont go from not dating to all of the sudden married. (unless you had a wild night XD) wait a high schooler was trying to set you up with someone? thats weird :/ yeah but if they asked about whoever you were dating it would be stuff like: what do you guys do together for fun, and if you kiss and stuff like that. i mean i guess those arent bad questions but it seems sort of private. i think it was just whoever you were dating. i mean you seem pretty fun to me, talking shouldnt have been that bad. yeah i mean taking care of animals is a job in itself. but i did pretty well with the two that i was taking care of at my grandparent's house. only one dog got sick and that was because someone fed him some kind of ham and he threw up everywhere. i felt bad for him. the neighbors probably fed him some spoiled ham they had, thinking it was ok for him to have it. haha yeah cats are really curious, and sort of weird at the same time ohhhh is that it? just being excited about science? i mean science is pretty cool XD not my best subject in school, but still pretty cool. i like learning about space, and marine life. sometimes i watch the science channel on tv, or random documentaries about animals. im just a huge nerd for that stuff. idk about corny science jokes though XD well at least your not one of those boring teachers. boring teacher+boring subject=boring class. imagine a history teacher that just read the book all day and didnt do anything fun. i was lucky to get fun teachers, my 9th grade history teacher would run around the class screaming and everything like he was crazy. he was good at teaching history though, and he tried to teach us english too not sure why. no no no dont worry about it XD you dont need to be sorry im not sad about it or anything. yesssss im so bad at advice TwT idk? i give advice base on what i feel is right. but what i feel and what they feel, arent the same feeling.

"anytime soonish" im heart broken QAQ that means you plan to do it in the future jk jk well you wont have to worry about that with me XD im probably gonna reply whenever i see your message cuz thats how i am. usually if i dont reply its either cuz im busy or just didnt see it. OMG YES if i know you read my message and chose not to reply im gonna flip lmao there is nothing worse than that. haha well people do get married at your age, some people do it right out of highschool so its not strange. what made them say christian mingle? why not eharmony or something? i mean i always see commercials for eharmony. i've never tried any of them though XD i can imagine how awkward it would've been telling them you're single and stuff. but maybe you lucked out, if you did have someone they probably would have asked questions about them. there is nothing wrong with being clingy. if its just taking time out of their day to spend with you, how hard can that be? lol there would be no reason to date you, then not spend time with you. that defeats the purpose of dating. haha i think i can handle them. i had a super hyper mini doberman and she was all over the place. getting her in the cage when it came bed time was like impossible. yeah i'd like to get them all in the same time frame if possible. he was expensive and very adventurous he liked going just about anywhere he could fit in. i remember one day i came home and saw him curled up in a corner and thought it was a wig. i was so confused and when it started moving i got so spooked. now you have me curious, i wanna know what you do in class that makes the kids think you're weird lol being weird isnt a bad thing imo, its better than being normal. normal is so boring, but weird you never know what to expect. yeah its just an online thing, im really shy in person. i tend to like open up when im comfortable with someone, but thats a hard thing to accomplish .-. mainly cuz people never hang with me long enough XD but thanks. hopefully you can too i'll manage somehow, it happens more than you think. idk why people come to me for advice >.> im so bad at giving advice.

ikr? like if im boring someone at least say something lol. here i am trying my best to keep a conversation going, yet you dont say anything back. makes me think i said something weird or like offended them. i have a weird sense of humor so idk if that drives people away. hahaha one of the students asked you if you had a bf or something? thats funny. i feel like every teacher gets that question at one point. kids are curious about that stuff for some reason. i remember the kindergarteners at the school i volunteered for kept thinking my sister was my girlfriend >.> i was like nooooo this is my sister. well i mean ofc, pretending to be happy 24/7 might be bad for you. keeping it bottled in, i dont think is a good thing ^^; yeah its good to be realistic, you wont be let down as much. but what you're looking for seems realistic to me. i mean all you want is a little attention right? if someone had you for a gf im sure that wouldnt be hard to give. maybe every second of everyday would hard ^^; unless like that person lives with you. thats the only way i can see you not getting the attention you want. i love cats too, and dogs XD i'd love to have both if i can. i'd like a husky and pit bull for a dogs, and a cat well im not sure about the different breeds for them. but i'd like to get one of those too. well i mean we could have done something about his claws. i dont think anyone thought about that at the time. but he was an expensive cat as it is XD he only ate stuff like canned chicken and tuna. he wouldnt eat regular cat food. haha you dont seem weird to me. im sure you'll make friends eventually. wish i could say the same for myself, but im still as shy as ever. i mean i've gotten better, now i can properly talk to people. before everything used to be super awkward. but i'll root you on, maybe you can make friends with the teachers there. its just they come to me for things like advice, or ask me why this person might be mad at them. then i gotta go around and ask, only to find out one person did something and the other denies it. now im stuck in between and im like >.> i need to get out of this as fast as i can before i end up in some trouble