Kosuke Shikyokiba

well tech. we havent even seen each other so wouldnt it be havent heard from u in awhile haha jm w/ u lol & 2 da single thing is cuz i wana be it funner diz way i get 2 do wat i want & da best part ... u ready 4 diz (lol) ... No Drama! hahaha also im not lookin 4 anythin serious @ da current moment dat would jus complacited things 4 me if i do fall 4 sum1 rite now lol plus i also dont like playin around w/ guys feelings =) dats y im very upfront when were jus start goin out but dat was jus in highskool though lol wat bout u wats ur story babe???

I really don't know. Maybe it is that because last year my ex cheated on me. And wouldn't have minded if we were together forever then. He was really sweet and never said or did anything bad to me. He even bought me Naruto stuff. I was so happy until I found out he was cheating on me and well...we broke up. Before I even met him I was so perfectly content being single. Of course I did miss being in relationships but everytime I was in one they'd move away then I'd move away. Maybe I am scared I dunno know...

Mii...*sigh* Well I try to be really nice to him and everything. I have too much going on, I try not to let that get between how I feel but I really just think we don't need to be together...I even said "You know I love you!" once to kinda gradually go into "I love you." But...idk it didn't feel right he didn't even notice. I geuss you're right...my thoughts do sort of get in the way. I have commitment issues where I'm with guy and I think "W-what if we're together forever?!" then other thoughts flow in nd I sort of pull away...idk

It's not like I was gonna leave him or anything for a girl. If anything I would ask permission from them both to be with them at the same time. And I started to stray from him when I was gone for three days after being sick and he told me that thing before.

I say Nyuu too~ xD -Is sending the yahoo right now-

Aww..Well I did have some bad relationship stuff in my past, but I forgot all about them and all. So you know, I kinda feel hopeless to :/