panda

You have free will, my dear. I'll tell you one thing: you won NOTHING to anyone. The world, the earth, it willingly accepts you whatever you do to it. I think you do it for the sake to be noticed, incognito or not. I know you said you are fine with being unnoticed but I think deep down you want to make some mark on the world, to feel like you are needed, that you exist and do something good. This is how it looks like to me, at least. I have yet another question: what do you want to do?

Every single existence in this world makes it what it is, everyone matters, be it noticed or not, you just don't see it. If you truly feel fine with the pain, I won't stop you. A life without pain is not life anymore for how can you tell whether you're dead or alive if you don't feel both good and bad feelings? There's always good and bad sides in one thing, you just need to see it and do your best to achieve whatever you wish in your life.

I'll be starting my classes tomorrow so yeah, uni life starts again for me, I just need to be more active in life, haha. I also wonder how you endure all that pain, you sure you're okey, death?

Life is passing by and waving handkerchief at me with a sly smile upon its expressive countenance. How is your life?