C'vrylil

It seems that boredom and exhaustion is defeating me... I am losing the battle, and I feel that there is very little meaning to my real life. Perhaps something can turn that around and destroy that feeling that haunts me https://78.media.tumblr.com/685adf578a34a6c84b4bc768d33a6f35/tumblr_n1rffsrM8R1tro114o1_1280.gif

Ah.... C-ta...? Th-that was a bit scary... Please don't do it again....

Here is one of the versions of it https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jXXSWQz57To

There is a friend from middle school that reminded me of C-ta, but they had to go away. They would help me out a lot, so I was pretty much nothing without them. I really miss them, and it be nice if that Childhood friend of mine returned. Without them, real life is hardly at all interesting.

I feel as if the days at school take so long.. But sometimes, they feel too short. I don't want to go home, because it is boring there, but I would rather not stay at school either. It feels like the boredom that I obtain is killing me at times...