Blinded by emotion

The pain of loneliness slowly swelling up deep within me as the truth shows itself to me. Love that once was slowly being diminished by the lies being told by the person I held dearly. My eyes glazing over with confusion as my mind tries to process what is really before me. Is this really the person I gave my all to? Why is this happening? Did I really mess up that bad that I didn't see this coming? The emulation of tears rolling down my face as I stare blankly at her. Love that once was is now slowly breaking down into nothingness like glass shattering on the floor. Is this really how things will turn out in the end? Will the darkness become my home once more? It seems like that is my only home for the time being... Will I ever be saved from such loneliness? The only thing to do from this moment is to take that first step and keep my head up no matter how bloody and torn I may become. I'm sure that this shell of mine will be destroyed by someone who truly loves this.