So um...finding the right girl and current troubles

I've been in this situation a lot before in the past, and sometimes (from my experience) it's better to simply let things go. I used to love this gal named Khat in high school, lovely and nice to everyone she ever talked to and one of the few people to ever show me kindness. She friendzoned me, but I was okay with it because all I wanted was to see her smile. Sometimes the truest form of love is knowing that the other person is truly happy. Now in my case I am also very cynical and introverted to an extent...so I can't tell you how to find a true love, because you may just be justifying a pipe dream... but ultimately, even though her feelings are never returned to you; just continue being kind to her and treat her as you would if you were dating (minus the fluffy bits of course). Give her dignity, space, respect and admiration and she may come around. She may not, and that's okay too. I would also say you're a few steps ahead of me too, you have the requisite self esteem and confidence needed to take what you want. So if ever the day comes to prove yourself to her...well carpe jugulum man. I don't know if this actually helped you at all, but I wish you the best.

Love is very hard to find in the world. Then again, love will always hit you when you least expect it.It to me that when I am in search of love, I cannot find it. It will eventually come to you hun'. Just be patient with it. I know it seems hard to just give up on searching, but you will one day find your princess. :3

I dont know why but if you try to search for her. its unlikely she will appear but if you focus on stuff you like to do, you will most likely find her! xD as Kittygourmet said I cannot find it, it will eventually come to you... ヽ(;^o^ヽ)

I'm solid with the girls. She's just the only one who can make me cry. I can't find love though.