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shinu

shinu

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Last online about 7 hours ago
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I'll describe myself the best I can.

I'm a straight white male. I'm 5'5" roughly. If it's not exact then it's just a tad shorter. I don't have a scale so I don't know how much I weigh, but I weigh more than I want to. I have a bit of a belly, but while wearing loose clothing it doesn't really show. Most food is gross to me, so I eat primarily the same foods that I manage to like, which means my diet is pretty shitty. If I'm not at work, I can be seen sitting at my computer. It's pretty much all I do in my free time. I'm on the fairly quiet side. I'm reserved, and a fairly low energy person. I may have a phobia of large crowds, but I'm not entirely sure as I've done my best to outright avoid them. I like to live as boring as I can. Some people see me as cold and detached, I think. I don't tend to express my emotions outwardly, but if I tell you how I'm feeling, you should take my word for it. I'm a virgin, that might not come as a surprise.

I don't drink. I don't do drugs. I never have. I never will. I don't really have any kind of social life, and I'm not sure I'll ever really want one. I don't mind making friends, and it's nice to have someone to talk to, but "hanging out" isn't something that appeals to me. I don't really feel attached to my family. I feel like one day I may just walk away from my family and never see them again. They haven't been abusive, but they've done plenty to ruin any faith I had in them. Maybe that's petty, I don't really know for sure. Right now I just act the part and let the days pass.

Video Games = Anime
In all likelihood I'm probably gamer first, anime enthusiast second, but it's quite honestly very close either way. I've certainly watched much more anime than I've played video games, but I think that just attests to how much I love video games that I still value it higher. To bring that up, I've watched a SHIT TON of anime. Just take a look at my list on here, and that might be about half of it. I don't like to do anything exciting with my life, so I find all of my excitement through anime and video games. I'll read manga if it's the best possible option as an alternative to anime, which pretty much means Bleach, Naruto, One Outs, and Liar Game. I've also watched some K-drama's (key emphasis on some), some of which I greatly enjoyed, I'll probably watch more over a fairly long stretch of time. I don't watch much American television, but every now and then I find something I like.

As far as what sort of anime themes I enjoy, I love a psychological emphasis, but I'm not very into horror, though for some reason psychological horror is something I tend to enjoy. Mystery and detective stories I greatly enjoy. Romantic comedies tends to be the one I anticipate finding myself bored with, but almost always has me deeply ingrained. I'm generally very into action, but I place a great amount of important into the animation when it comes to action series. The one I seem to be the oddball on is that I intensely love sports anime. I like sci-fi but I don't feel like most stories explore sci-fi very well. I like mecha, but I find myself generally dissatisfied with mecha anime as a whole. There are anime outside of these themes that I've enjoyed, but these are the main ones.

For video games it's slightly different. I still love all of those things, but I place much greater emphasis on action and music.

My favorite anime is Battle Programmer Shirase. My favorite video game is Final Fantasy VII. I'm currently playing Final Fantasy XIV (Gilgamesh).


One thing I've left out is ecchi/hentai. Normally I don't talk about this sort of stuff openly, but given that this is technically a dating site, and that is why I'm here, I figure it's a little important. I'm a gigantic pervert. Sometimes I feel as if I've seen it all, but I know that's definitely not true. That being said, I keep it to myself and it stays on my screen away from the rest of my life. THAT said, I'd probably want to indulge in my perversion with an equally perverted lover. I don't particularly enjoy when these things mix with regular anime, games, or shows, in fact I find it quite a bother most of the time, although there are exceptions.


I have sort of a controversial outlook on the world. I'm an atheist, meaning I don't believe in God, I think God is extremely unlikely, and that one day (possibly long after I'm dead) we might have the means to prove it either way. With that comes a fairly loving outlook on the world. I find the world in general, the land, the sky, the creatures, the people, the technology, all to be breathtakingly astounding. The world continually leaves me in awe, and I can't help but look forward to what lies in the future. What's controversial about all that? Well, the thing is, that includes everything. Everything. Death. Destruction. Terror. Torture. Trust me when I say it's not that I'm a nihilist. I simply love the bad with the good. A bright light casts a large shadow, and I can't simply remove that shadow and say it doesn't belong. It's not that I want people to experience bad things in life. It's more something similar that I'm amazed at how far people are willing to go, and that the grim realities of the world don't really sadden me.


As for what I'm hoping for from this site, I honestly hope I can find love. If there's one thing that breaks me out of my shell it's love. Love can shape me or destroy me. Although one should expect difficulty in baiting me out of my own shell... it'll realistically probably happen in the end. That said, I've borne witness to how much my own love can totally destroy me, in loving the wrong person, in letting myself go out of control. As such, I can't just jump into a relationship with anyone. I have to be certain that the person I want to be with is someone that I can trust, or I don't think I'll be able to move on beyond that.

As far as friendship, well, you can try, but I'm not really into that.

I believe in completely monogamous relationships, and I hope that the next girl that I date is the last girl that I date (just don't kill me please). I like plain looking people. Mascara is kind of a turnoff to me, but I'll understand if its part of a girls lifestyle. I don't think my standards are all that crazy, but it's also true that if I didn't have any standards that I wouldn't be here now (please understand). I'm looking for someone to grow old and die with, so I guess you could say I want to find someone that looks healthy. As a passively quiet person myself, I really like shy people. That said, I've always seen awkward and loud people and thought "I wish I could do what they're doing", even if people in general found them annoying.

As part of my cold and calculated persona, if I think you're wrong, I'll probably tell you. It doesn't mean I don't love you. It doesn't mean I'm not on your side. I do try to be nice, but I also value honesty more than most things in life. Similarly if you tell me I'm wrong about something, I won't think you hate me for it.


I type a lot. It can almost be considered a hobby. It helps kill time. I don't write stories or anything. I should stop before I type another 4 pages.
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My Love Story