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you wanna know what i do? like if its a constant thing? obviously im not gonna ignore them, but if they make me wait for a reply i do the same to them. i mean ik it sounds childish but i dont feel its fair. like if you really arent busy and can reply to me but choose not to, i just keep you waiting for a reply the same way. haha reach through the computer and force a reply lol you're funny. oh i see i see. well i mean i think they do that for evey teacher. like ask if they have a wife or husband, bf/gf stuff like that. idk about hooking them up but i do know they sometimes get curious as to why you arent dating anyone. haha well you never know they could hook you up with their 20 something year old friend if they had one. well yeah older kids know when to not cross the line, which is what is good about them. plus they are more well behaved and act a little more like adults...you know since they are nearing that age anyway. im sure you will c: you're a pretty nice person. but ik how hard finding the right one is >.> even i have trouble with that. im always nice to people im dating, and i treat them as if they were my everything. i think maybe a kid of theirs was trying to be nice? idk but still you know he is a small dog and they fed him way too much. then later on that same day he made an escape from our back yard XD he likes to go on these adventures and then come back like 2 days later. my grandma got worried that maybe he crawled under the shed and passed away cuz of the sickness since he didnt come when we called him. turns out he hopped the fence and went wherever then came back. yeah ik i saw her she is a gorgeous cat. the one i had was gray, white and black. his name was kitty (i was like 12 and couldnt come up with a name) haha i dont mind talking to you about marine science...maybe i can learn a few things i didnt know before. oh i would sit in your class just to see how you teach. that and get a better understanding for underwater life. dont you need to go to school longer to be a professor? or can you just become one after you graduate with a teaching degree? i was lucky i graduated when i did. when i was a senior is when they did the whole FSA thing. i was already on my last year and passed my FCAT so they didnt make us retake it. but i find it dumb that a few tests can determine whether or not you pass. what is the point in doing all that work and making sure your grades are on point, if you just get held back by one test? oh no no no the teachers werent that bad they tried to teach us as much as they could but like we are only in school for a limited amount of time. they cant teach us exactly what will be on the test, and they cant just move on if one person doesnt get a specific subject. oh i see well yeah that makes sense. technically each subject is connected. you cant do science without math, and you cant do history/math without reading. some teachers dont really do their best to teach you how to read though. the way i learned how to read was when i lived with my grandma. i was kind of bad at reading back then. i didnt know how to read so she used to help me out until i could do it on my own. she made me read everyday and look up words i didnt know and try to explain them. which is pretty amazing for someone who's first language isnt english. also im sorry if my writing gets confusing >.> i have a habit of typing everything like im in a rush.

i cant stand it either when people do it to me -3-, i get salty, like kids my age say XD just mad, yet i cant do anything about it you know? they dont wanna reply, they dont wanna reply. though im not really gonna wait all day for it. hmmm not sure what you mean by that, like they dont really have someone for you? but they want you to date someone? hopefully i got it right cuz im not sure if i did. well yeah obviously if they ask stuff like if you want to have kids, it can get awkward. depending on your answer they will ask why, or why not? oh so your doing freshman. 14-15 year olds should be around the freshman year. if they were seniors the questions might have been more vulgar. maybe they are blind? or dont know what fun looks like XD trust me though its not something you should worry too much about. im sure you will find someone who will treat you right c: IKR? my grandpa was so pissed he went over there and told them off. you dont just feed someone else's dog, especially if it will make them sick. you never know if the dog has a special diet because of health issues or whatever. awwww now i wanna know what your cat looks like XD alot of people on here post pictures of their pets and they are so adorable QAQ im so jealous oh wow really? a degree in marine biology? thats so cool. hopefully you get a position where you can teach that stuff. i'd love to sit in on one of your classes, too bad im not in high school anymore. unless its a college course XD then sign me up. haha they might see you as that one teacher who will most likely become a mad scientist. yeah history is so boring, like a bunch of guys fighting wars and junk. i mean yeah it shaped us into the nation we are today ^^; but could it be any less boring? florida's education system is terrible. im glad i managed to graduated before it gets any worse. i heard now they are doing something called an FSA? and they got rid of FCAT? idek all i know is that they gave everyone in my school who took algebra 2 a test. and the majority of the school failed it. they just gave everyone a passing score cuz i mean you cant fail like hundreds of kids cuz your test is too hard. half that stuff i never learned. oh well he said it was because history and english are the same thing? you need english for history or something like that. im as lost as you with that whole situation lol

that makes me feel better? idek lol yeah it feels like they just ignored you on purpose. like you took the time to look at the message but not time to reply to it oh well yeah that's a given, you dont go from not dating to all of the sudden married. (unless you had a wild night XD) wait a high schooler was trying to set you up with someone? thats weird :/ yeah but if they asked about whoever you were dating it would be stuff like: what do you guys do together for fun, and if you kiss and stuff like that. i mean i guess those arent bad questions but it seems sort of private. i think it was just whoever you were dating. i mean you seem pretty fun to me, talking shouldnt have been that bad. yeah i mean taking care of animals is a job in itself. but i did pretty well with the two that i was taking care of at my grandparent's house. only one dog got sick and that was because someone fed him some kind of ham and he threw up everywhere. i felt bad for him. the neighbors probably fed him some spoiled ham they had, thinking it was ok for him to have it. haha yeah cats are really curious, and sort of weird at the same time ohhhh is that it? just being excited about science? i mean science is pretty cool XD not my best subject in school, but still pretty cool. i like learning about space, and marine life. sometimes i watch the science channel on tv, or random documentaries about animals. im just a huge nerd for that stuff. idk about corny science jokes though XD well at least your not one of those boring teachers. boring teacher+boring subject=boring class. imagine a history teacher that just read the book all day and didnt do anything fun. i was lucky to get fun teachers, my 9th grade history teacher would run around the class screaming and everything like he was crazy. he was good at teaching history though, and he tried to teach us english too not sure why. no no no dont worry about it XD you dont need to be sorry im not sad about it or anything. yesssss im so bad at advice TwT idk? i give advice base on what i feel is right. but what i feel and what they feel, arent the same feeling.

"anytime soonish" im heart broken QAQ that means you plan to do it in the future jk jk well you wont have to worry about that with me XD im probably gonna reply whenever i see your message cuz thats how i am. usually if i dont reply its either cuz im busy or just didnt see it. OMG YES if i know you read my message and chose not to reply im gonna flip lmao there is nothing worse than that. haha well people do get married at your age, some people do it right out of highschool so its not strange. what made them say christian mingle? why not eharmony or something? i mean i always see commercials for eharmony. i've never tried any of them though XD i can imagine how awkward it would've been telling them you're single and stuff. but maybe you lucked out, if you did have someone they probably would have asked questions about them. there is nothing wrong with being clingy. if its just taking time out of their day to spend with you, how hard can that be? lol there would be no reason to date you, then not spend time with you. that defeats the purpose of dating. haha i think i can handle them. i had a super hyper mini doberman and she was all over the place. getting her in the cage when it came bed time was like impossible. yeah i'd like to get them all in the same time frame if possible. he was expensive and very adventurous he liked going just about anywhere he could fit in. i remember one day i came home and saw him curled up in a corner and thought it was a wig. i was so confused and when it started moving i got so spooked. now you have me curious, i wanna know what you do in class that makes the kids think you're weird lol being weird isnt a bad thing imo, its better than being normal. normal is so boring, but weird you never know what to expect. yeah its just an online thing, im really shy in person. i tend to like open up when im comfortable with someone, but thats a hard thing to accomplish .-. mainly cuz people never hang with me long enough XD but thanks. hopefully you can too i'll manage somehow, it happens more than you think. idk why people come to me for advice >.> im so bad at giving advice.

ikr? like if im boring someone at least say something lol. here i am trying my best to keep a conversation going, yet you dont say anything back. makes me think i said something weird or like offended them. i have a weird sense of humor so idk if that drives people away. hahaha one of the students asked you if you had a bf or something? thats funny. i feel like every teacher gets that question at one point. kids are curious about that stuff for some reason. i remember the kindergarteners at the school i volunteered for kept thinking my sister was my girlfriend >.> i was like nooooo this is my sister. well i mean ofc, pretending to be happy 24/7 might be bad for you. keeping it bottled in, i dont think is a good thing ^^; yeah its good to be realistic, you wont be let down as much. but what you're looking for seems realistic to me. i mean all you want is a little attention right? if someone had you for a gf im sure that wouldnt be hard to give. maybe every second of everyday would hard ^^; unless like that person lives with you. thats the only way i can see you not getting the attention you want. i love cats too, and dogs XD i'd love to have both if i can. i'd like a husky and pit bull for a dogs, and a cat well im not sure about the different breeds for them. but i'd like to get one of those too. well i mean we could have done something about his claws. i dont think anyone thought about that at the time. but he was an expensive cat as it is XD he only ate stuff like canned chicken and tuna. he wouldnt eat regular cat food. haha you dont seem weird to me. im sure you'll make friends eventually. wish i could say the same for myself, but im still as shy as ever. i mean i've gotten better, now i can properly talk to people. before everything used to be super awkward. but i'll root you on, maybe you can make friends with the teachers there. its just they come to me for things like advice, or ask me why this person might be mad at them. then i gotta go around and ask, only to find out one person did something and the other denies it. now im stuck in between and im like >.> i need to get out of this as fast as i can before i end up in some trouble

haha well im glad you're enjoying yourself. i mean if someone didnt want to talk to me, i feel like they should say that? like an "i dont feel like talking" or something. No reply is worse than hearing you dont want to talk. i reply to just about anyone unless they send something i cant reply to. yeah yeah i get where you're coming from. I dont feel you should bring personal problems into a classroom. That isnt fair to the kids that take time out of their day to learn something. I try to show my happy side to everyone (except maybe my siblings cuz they annoy me XD) i feel like its a great trait to have. lol i'll take your word for it then, you never know? there might really be someone who can do build a rocket from scratch XD i know i cant though, thats for sure. what you're looking for isnt really unreasonable. I can see that as being realistic, ohhh i'd like the attention thing too XD someone who shows me alot of attention is perfect. Im like a little puppy i'll follow you around until you pay attention to me. wait do you own cats? if so, you're super lucky >: i used to have my own that i picked up off the street cuz he looked sick. But i couldnt keep him cuz after he got better he kept scratching my mom's expensive furniture. i feel like in the future im just gonna pick up animals from the streets lmao i'll probably keep doing that until i end up with a petting zoo yeah im super shy irl like i said, so making friends is harder for me. Especially people who like anime. On here everyone likes anime (at least i'd hope so lol) same i try to stay away from conflict but idk why i always get dragged into arguments between friends TwT i cant take a side people i like both of you.

haha no dont worry, dont worry. at least you replied. ohhh ok like when you're sad and stuff? yeah i usually dont tend to show stuff like that. the only emotions you'd probably see is either anger or happiness. whenever im sad i tend to keep it to myself. i mean it cant be that bad can it? unless its something like "he/she has to know how to build a rocket out of pieces of scraps" then i'd have to wish you luck on that one lmao uhhh well sometimes they just leave without word. or they try to get me on something i dont have. yeah keeping in touch with them would be nice but you know? i dont mind making new friends though XD alot of interesting people come through here. there are still a few of us who have been here for more than 1 year. i can tell, you seem like a person who is generally nice (saying this because of how much you apologize. seems like you dont like to get on people's bad side)

its fine lol i get that everyone it busy from time to time, you dont have to worry about it. hard on some days? what do you mean by that? haha its ok i wont yell at you or anything. i have other friends who do the same, so im used to the constant apologizing. im picky myself actually, so i get where you're coming from. but i dont feel im being unreasonable with the things im looking for. i can compromise here and there but more or less i'd like them to be perfect. that way it makes the time we are together more enjoyable :3. oh i wont force you to explain it ^^; if you want to try you can. QAQ i have, so many great friends came and went. kinda sad they left me behind TwT but you can always make new ones right? alot of the people here are nice, so i stick around to annoy them with all my weird antics lmao i'll take that as a compliment >:3 but thank you, you seem pretty nice yourself. hopefully we can become good friends :D

lol you dont have to apologize im just messing with you, i like to joke around alot. being serious all the time is no fun, i prefer joking around all the time and being serious when its really needed. yeah haha payback for the short thing. oh the type of personality im looking for? hmmm someone very open minded, has a great sense of humor, is kind and caring, being faithful is a big one, and acts cute (like you know isnt stuck up, not too dull, just a fun person overall) as far as what i look for in a girl: she has to have things in common with me, can hold conversations well, can accept me for who i am (same way i would for them), and just be themselves XD i dont need to be impressed. all that might sound simple ^^; but there is more too it that i cant really put into words. wbu what do you look for? like 3 year, i came here when i was 17 and fell in love with the community and stayed. haha yeah everyone flocks to one thread and like posts there then like jump from thread to thread. i try to keep a conversation going, but if the person doesnt show interest i just stop. no need to waste their time, let alone mine. i try to make everyone feel welcomed when they talk to me, sort of like a person who you can just talk to about fun stuff or serious stuff when you need to.