Don't worry about it lol. That's very sweet of you and I appreciate the concern. But if I can't even help myself, I'll never be able to help anyone I care about. You see, there are a few people that I want to enjoy their lives to the fullest and have the best this world has to offer. They did certain invaluable things for me, that they don't even realize themselves. But they must never know that it was me who pushed them to go after their dreams, it would ruin their confidence and make them give up before they're strong enough to stand on their own legs. I really don't want to those guys to end up as McDonald's clerks for the rest of their lives, just because they think they "can't do it". That would be an epic waste of their talent and time. ^^
Haha not so sure about that. The way I live is probably not something anybody should ever try, if they want to be happy and/or just have fun that is. Because this kinda thing gets you a ton of enemies, more often than not. Most people hate being told the harsh truth more than anything else. The idea of leaving the sweet illusion of their comfort zone, where nothing bad but nothing particularly good ever happens terrifies them to the very core. That's why I'm usually on my own, and find myself facing everything alone. I don't mind solitude though, in a way I actually prefer it. It kinda brings you this feeling of freedom and independence, and stuff like that is actually pretty damn important to me.
Meh, never really cared what people think about me tbh. Got literally billion better things to do in life, than waste my time and patience wondering what's going on in somebody else's head. And I've got zero interest in pretending to be something I'm not just to impress somebody. Especially if it's some random stranger that I'll completely forget about in like a week lol.
Sure, it may seem like a pretty blunt and shallow view on life. But as far as I remember, those who hide behind a silly idealistic mask were rarely ever surrounded by true friends. (Sorry for writing a novel paragraph again btw, I'll try to keep things short from now on lol.)
Well aside from the fact that I look like a girl, not much. I'm interested in writing/reading, a bit of drawing, and I do train every now and then to compensate for all those Pringles and Mountain Dews behind computer. >_< I wouldn't say I act too feminine or like a macho beefcake, just....average and general? Lol....
Ummmm I don't think I need to act gay for that, most of my friends are already girls as it is. xD *shrugs* I dunno, guess I just get along better with them or something.
Funny thing is, that most people almost immediately assume I'm gay for some reason both on the internet and irl. I don't hate gay people, but I ain't one of them. So if guys could just stop flirting with me trying to make something happen, that'd be greatly appreciated lol.
I'm fine, just trying to get all the work done before holidays. Can't wait to drop everything, and be a useless waste of space that does nothing till 2017. xD You?
Haha is it that painfully obvious that I have a cat?
Thanks for adding btw, nice to meet you.
I'm doing pretty good! Thank you for asking :)
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