The female opinion

I like guys who can treat me like a best friend and best girl. Guys who I can talk about periods with, who I can rant on to, and can help me make good decisions. I'm kinda afraid that I'll open up to the wrong person and they'll judge me or not care about me in general. Physically speaking.... I don't really like guys who are too buff. I mean it's cute when they pick me up and put me on their shoulders and junk, but they can be spooky. Guys with really big muscles make me feel scared to make them mad. I also don't want a guy who completely let himself go either. I don't really like the majority of males... And yes, I'm talking about White guys. I mean, if you understand my background and really seem like a great guy, I'll consider it, but you probably won't be my first pic. That's about all for now???