Burying The Hatchet

As true as it is that Kiddo aka that derpy muffin little shit is a petty, immature, weak, naive .... etc ... I'm not really here to throw shade kiddos way - in fact I'm actually going to stick up for the little punk. He may be all I said above but that doesn't mean his grievances against you or anything he said about you is illegitimate - in fact its the opposite. The reason it bothers you so much is because it is so damn true. You can try to say you put other people first, you care about people and all those pretty words but as someone who bothered to get to know you and wanted you in his life as a girlfriend or otherwise - I know for a damn certainty you don't. You're (mango) a pathological liar / bullshitter / manipulator of the truth and he is starting to finally figure that out for his damn self. He told me how you did him dirty and its so you - you essentially repeated the same bullshit you pulled on me. When the "truth" is merely what is convenient at the moment - yeah people are going to catch on and question that and harbor resentment for this being the case. Nothing about any god damn thing you said was "burying the hatchet" it was "I don't want to deal with the consequences of my actions so let me say some shit and hope that ends it". You can go on and on about how kiddos sweet this... hes nice that.... I want him in my life and on and on .... but point blank.... if you wanted too you would have him - no fucking excuses you would have made it happen. He seems to have finally figured out how explicitly selfish you really are and how you only have an interest in a person when it benefits you and if its an inconvenience you vanish into thin air in an instant. If he wants you to leave him alone ... leave him the fuck alone then. He has probably given you 953409257349085734 more chances than you ever deserved at making things right and being a stable force in his life and I know the little shit well enough to know that he wanted you so damn bad in any way in his life that if you even made a legitimate attempt he'd be blown away and his feelings would have turned positive. Protip: if you don't want this kind of shit getting spread about you - don't make it possible in the fucking first place ... meaning if you don't want someone having these strong negative feelings about you either treat them better in the first place or when you do mess things up ...quickly and genuinely make amends. Saying "lets just get over it" isn't making amends either .... that's just a pathetic excuse to be given a free pass and bypass personal accountability Its funny how you can keep claiming you care about someone this and that and make these threads and statements but you won't dare attempt to do the one thing that would actually make a difference (you know actually legitimately and genuinely making amends .... holding yourself accountable for your actions and mistakes) Lets be real too for a second the reason you found him appealing in the first place is because hopping on his dick gave you a place to run away from personal accountability from me. You'll go on to say everything I just said is harsh, untrue, bitter, spiteful, and that "I wouldn't say that about you" - thing is with me you wouldn't have too I actually would own up to my mistakes to you personally thus avoiding this whole problem. Again the reason all of this bothers you so much its because its true and you can't face that so you want it to just vanish - you know like your feelings and concerns for other people. Congratulations you turned a naive sweetheart who probably made his life center around you without you even having to ask (or even wanting it) - would have given his left nut for you - and turned him into a bitter miserable little shit .... and it was all you .... that's the fucking truth. What makes it worse is that you try to pin this all on him like he's some bitter traitor to you or something - its fucking disgusting and you really should be ashamed of yourself. You also act like all you did was decisively and swiftly broke up when you realized it wasn't working and that everything was crystal clear. I know you much better than that and I know your definition of a "breakup". "What if there is someone else - there isn't but what if there was? How would you feel? I'm going to keep bringing this up even if there is nobody else for awhile ...... oh wait my bad there is someone else uhhh yeah its over I tried" = "I just broke up with you" ..... uhhh yeah no ... you pulled exactly this on me and I know you pulled something very similar on him so don't act like little Ms Innocent here. He deserves (deserved) so much better out of you - and this is coming from me and you know I don't say shit like this just to say hit. You talk about being mature and how this is pointless when the mature thing to do would have been to address this privately (long before he started cutting his ties from you himself) and decisively and to own up to your mistakes and you know since you supposedly really care about him do something that shows you're willing to make amends. The only reason it's pointless is because you yourself don't find kiddo worth the effort to make it not pointless. "Lets forget about it and move on I don't want to see this" - that isn't real maturity ... its cowardice and a weak desperate cop out. "I wronged you by doing X but I'm going to make it right" - that's maturity and that shows you care more than any bullshit you went on about ever fucking could ... but doing this requires that ... you care, you're mature and actually are open to the concept of personal accountability. If you don't have both of those conditions met... yeah its fucking pointless - which is my point I saw all of this happening and I couldn't stand for him to be treated this badly by someone he cared so deeply for. By the way not a damn thing you said remotely had a chance to make him feel better - probably 10x worse .. between all that shade you threw his way and backhanded compliments. If you wanted to really bury the hatchet you would have actually addressed the problems that lead to all of this.

As usual Juli you entirely miss the point and have no real idea how I feel or think - which isn't much of a surprise. I know more about you, about him and you - than you'll ever let yourself give me credit for. You misunderstand (or rather have no understanding) of my purposes for any of this at all - only the shallower motives. Also reveling in the misery of people who have fucked you over is a pretty natural thing. Of course I couldn't resist entering this fray - I mean I had quite a bit to do with starting the relationship that well resulted in all of the drama of the "buried hatchet" Yeah at some point I used the things I did for you as "blackmail" but that was only as a last resort. You never actually bothered to show your appreciation or that I ever mattered to you in the slightest. This hasn't much to do with the events between us really .... but in order here are my reasons for entering this little fray... 1. Someones gotta stand up for that weak depressed little shit (you can push him around all you want but you can't pull that same suppressing shit on me you do with him).... yeah on some real shit biggest reason I'm in this shit is to stick up for Sean. 2. Someone's gotta tell the other side of the story and the huge gaps you would leave in it (you know showing both sides of the coin and all) 3. Providing some substance to the drama and amplifying it (unspecific to anyone) 4. Bitter revenge and enjoyment (specific to you) The fact you just jumped to me being bitter over something that happened that long ago and jumped right to me "blackmailing" you and all that shit - that's so you and that's so weak and shows you really don't know me worth half a shit. Actually I'm very grateful for the short experience we had - I really learned a lot (sure the lessons were unpleasant but they were sure helpful and really have taken a great deal of the bitterness away). Also there you go with that changing "truth" you loved me you didn't love me you said you didn't but did just to help me get over it oh we didn't even really date - we really weren't anything #womanlogic

As usual Juli you entirely miss the point and have no real idea how I feel or think - which isn't much of a surprise. I know more about you, about him and you - than you'll ever let yourself give me credit for. You misunderstand (or rather have no understanding) of my purposes for any of this at all - only the shallower motives. Also reveling in the misery of people who have fucked you over is a pretty natural thing. Of course I couldn't resist entering this fray - I mean I had quite a bit to do with starting the relationship that well resulted in all of the drama of the "buried hatchet" Yeah at some point I used the things I did for you as "blackmail" but that was only as a last resort. You never actually bothered to show your appreciation or that I ever mattered to you in the slightest. This hasn't much to do with the events between us really .... but in order here are my reasons for entering this little fray... 1. Someones gotta stand up for that weak depressed little shit (you can push him around all you want but you can't pull that same suppressing shit on me you do with him).... yeah on some real shit biggest reason I'm in this shit is to stick up for Sean. 2. Someone's gotta tell the other side of the story and the huge gaps you would leave in it (you know showing both sides of the coin and all) 3. Providing some substance to the drama and amplifying it (unspecific to anyone) 4. Bitter revenge and enjoyment (specific to you) The fact you just jumped to me being bitter over something that happened that long ago and jumped right to me "blackmailing" you and all that shit - that's so you and that's so weak and shows you really don't know me worth half a shit. Actually I'm very grateful for the short experience we had - I really learned a lot (sure the lessons were unpleasant but they were sure helpful and really have taken a great deal of the bitterness away). Also there you go with that changing "truth" you loved me you didn't love me you said you didn't but did just to help me get over it oh we didn't even really date - we really weren't anything #womanlogic

Oh, didn't mean to complain or anything. I mean I probably caused far more drama with the whole xypho and Uninterested thing so I have no right to lecture anyone. XD

i forgive gurren for calling the cops on me last week but i will not give you back your underwear