Song Lyrics

Starting from the morning, it’s already deja vu Unfamiliar but the same day Should I hide? Should I run away? I’m thinking I rummage through the black hat But I always get the same thing Either a white rabbit or a dove That’s all same Every day, there’s a flash in my heart A shining rainbow A colorless world is boring Will you change it with your fingers? Red, orange, yellow, green, even thicker, be okay? Oh my god yes Say, oh my god yes Color me with many colors Oh my god yes Say, oh my goodness All day, I’m laughing To the point where my heart pounds Fill me with many colors, red, orange, yellow, green Something highlight Surprising changes All day, I’m laughing To the point where my heart pounds Happy ending, the same ending Me without you, so what I can do? A repertoire that’s nothing special Stop with that now I wanna walk like runway Even if I seem cold, so I can look different I’ll show myself to you That’s my heart Every day, there’s a flash in my heart A shining rainbow The same black and white movie is boring Will you change it with your fingers? Red, orange, yellow, green, even thicker, be okay? Oh my god yes Say, oh my god yes Color me with many colors Oh my god yes Say, oh my goodness All day, I’m laughing Ever since I met you Good morning Every morning when I open my eyes I hope it’s a new day I don’t want to get numb For me, who has lost the light Oh my god yes Say, like today Just like this With even more colors Same color, say Different color So everyone goes crazy So my heart crazily pounds Fill me with many colors, red, orange, yellow, green Something highlight Surprising changes All day, I’m laughing You’re looking at me

Oh, you're back to me And the hunger returns! I told myself I was done for good! All the memories Of all the pictures burned! I see them dancing! My heart begins to pound! I didn't make a sound! They didn't see me coming! The lights are left on, The curtains left wide! One scream, it's over. I lay them side by side, side by side! Holding each other. I'll be there in the morning With a smile on my face. I'll be there in the morning To start it all again. Boy, you caught me red handed! You've got no fucking clue what You just got yourself into! Panic runs down your leg, seeing me kill again! You just got yourself caught And you don't even know it! On the drive you get the rush And pull the gun on me! We make the stop, It's time to be set free! Oh, the bullet's gone! I take the spade, I slit your throat! You fall into your grave! I cover up my tracks, I'm done! I won't kill again! I said that's it, I'm done! I'll be there in the morning With a smile on my face. I'll be there in the morning To start it all again. No, she's daddy's little girl! She wasn't meant to be another me! But it's the scissors to my throat! To my fucking throat!

I am merely the product Of the life that I've lived An amalgam of sorrows And the wisdom they give But the weight has grown heavy And its dragging me down It's so hard not to sink now But I don't want to drown I'm damaged But somehow I've managed This far But I don't know if I can find my way back home I'm damaged But somehow I've managed For now But I don't think I can face this on my own There is beauty in hardship There are poems in grief There are trials we must go through Though they may shake our beliefs But I don't know how I got here Lost in the cynical dusk Set adrift in the worry That I've no one to trust If to suffer is holy I'll take my share of the pain I can swim through this sadness If there's something to gain I can reach for the surface And try to pull myself free But the last thing I want is To drag you down here with me

Is there anybody out there who is lost and hurt and lonely too? Are they bleeding all your colors into one? and if you come undone As if you've been run through Some catapult it fired you You wonder if your chance will ever come Or if you're stuck in square one

I've been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine Who can relate? I've been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine I don't wanna be alive I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die today I just wanna die I don't wanna be alive I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die And let me tell you why All this other shit I'm talkin' 'bout they think they know it I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic And my life don't even matter I know it I know it I know I'm hurting deep down but can't show it I never had a place to call my own I never had a home Ain't nobody callin' my phone Where you been? Where you at? What's on your mind? They say every life precious but nobody care about mine I've been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine Who can relate? I've been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine I want you to be alive I want you to be alive You don't gotta die today You don't gotta die I want you to be alive I want you to be alive You don't gotta die Now lemme tell you why It's the very first breath When your head's been drowning underwater And it's the lightness in the air When you're there Chest to chest with a lover It's holding on, though the road's long And seeing light in the darkest things And when you stare at your reflection Finally knowing who it is I know that you'll thank God you did I know where you been, where you are, where you goin' I know you're the reason I believe in life What's the day without a little night? I'm just tryna shed a little light It can be hard It can be so hard But you gotta live right now You got everything to give right now I've been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine Who can relate? I've been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine I finally wanna be alive I finally wanna be alive I don't wanna die today I don't wanna die I finally wanna be alive I finally wanna be alive I don't wanna die I don't wanna die Pain don't hurt the same, I know The lane I travel feels alone But I'm moving 'til my legs give out And I see my tears melt in the snow But I don't wanna cry I don't wanna cry anymore I wanna feel alive I don't even wanna die anymore Oh I don't wanna I don't wanna I don't even wanna die anymore It gets better : )

Look at the stars Look how they shine for you And everything you do Yeah, they were all yellow I came along I wrote a song for you And all the things you do And it was called "Yellow" Your skin oh yeah your skin and bones turn in to something beautiful You know for you I'd bleed myself dry