Why should we keep living? :)

Honestly what keeps me going: DDO has many updates to come and I have to keep living for my kitty who I just adopted a few months ago.

I've wrestled this bear before, to the point where I had a gun in my mouth. And let me tell you, once you've been there, almost pulling the trigger and knowing that you could've done it, it changes you. From that point, there are only two options: give up and find out what lead tastes like, or put it down. What gets me up every day is what stayed my hand that day: my family and my friends. Without them, I would not be here today. They are what make me draw breath. That and the hope of being a father some day. Also, if you're feeling like I was, lost and alone, tell someone. Hell, message me, and I'll listen and help you talk it out. You'd be surprised at how many people care about you.