Suicide

Hmmmm I thought about it once, but I never tried it. That was just because I was a kid and needed to learn the lesson that, everyone has their own problems, some worse than others. There's always someone who has it worse than you.

Just once, before I was even a teenager. I was a dumb kid with lazy/uninvolved parents. It's something I've thought about in the past, but the good times are too precious for me to go through with anything.

I did think about it for years... Chronic depression/obsessive compulsive thoughts/being made to feel worthless by a parent, will do that. I woke up one night at eighteen, wrote a note to my family, but as I was getting ready to get the shot gun, I had an epiphany. My happiness may not be at the moment, but what of the future? I wanted/want a family some day and I feel that there are great things left yet undone. Why give up when there is so much unseen and un-felt beauty left in life? Besides, despite my dad always making me feel like shit and my mom making me feel weak, I knew/know they loved me and would be hurt by the loss... I had a moment of weakness and strength, but I'm ever so glad I chose against the flesh that night. The world is shit overall and life can be rough as hell, but the few bits of beauty far outweigh the shit in life. I still suffer a bit from depression, but at this point it's probably taco bell that will kill me rather than any gun.XD

I've been depressed before but, I've never had the thought of suicide. I care about my close friends and love them too much to put a burden on them like that! :( I could never bring myself to do something like that. I wouldn't want to hurt the people that I love!

Definitely thought about it a few times during my school years. I was picked on a lot for just about everything the other students could think of. That and whatever friends I eventually picked up, circumstances would have us desperate for one reason or another. I was too much of a coward to ever try anything, I didn't want it to be painful, and I was scared of never waking up again. Extremely low self esteem didn't help either. Things did get better by the time I was in high school and those thoughts are mostly gone now.

Thought a lot about it in middle school. Powered through it. Yes, it was a miserable time but there was light at the end of the tunnel. Also realized that I would be causing vast amounts of pain to the ones I love(if I took my life).

ive attempted so many times that i lost count i never could fully go through cause of how much i fear death plus at the time i also had a fiance who i know wouldve come drag me out of hell if i actually died xD at least ive been clean from suicide and cutting for a entire year thats a new plus o.o

Never, As @Chocopyro put I will say that I'm happy that each of you is still with us.

Death is easy. Life is hard It's choosing to live life That shows who we are.