I just want a relationship ;-;

No woman has ever understood me. The depths of my sadness spill deeper than the blood of the full moon glistening about the Sakura trees

I usually try to stay out of things but I just dislike the way you act sometimes. You're saying you can't pull the weight, meaning you want your girlfriend to just like you out of thin air? Not every girl likes you, same goes for me. I'm sure girls in my class look down on me. You can't expect every girl to just be a negative magnet and you're the positive magnet. You have to work for a girlfriend. You can't just get one from mom and dad. You 'want' a girlfriend, so you have to pull the weight. That's how things go. You're so.. through.. at times. You keep needing attention. Make friends, go talk to them, sure. But you have things to do right? I stand by what everyone said in this thread. If you don't want anyone to tell you to chill, then try to look at what you're writing and look back at it from an objective position. "You don't know what I'm going through tbh" Tell us what you're going through. If it's private, don't mention it. Because then it's just not a valid argument for whatever standpoint you had. Because it seems like you have a lot of free time on your hands, judging by how much you're on this website. Please be real with us, I'm trying to help. Thanks, Johannes

Yeah it really did. I was about to give up after the plethora of people that have decided to up and leave me for whatever reason. Most of the time it was depression, and it really sucked tbh