What should I do?

move on

@Jiko-kun: Ahh, yes, you noticed~ I originally wanted to go with "Haru" but then I was like naahhh. Someone already probably has that~ So I added the extra "U". Although after being a while on here I realized that no one had it. I liked "Haruu", but, I want to go back to having the name I originally wanted. And thus it's only with one "U" now.. XD

I see! For a second there I thought you had a doppelganger! :p although that would be kinda cool. ..

My advice with personal experience is follow your heart no matter how old you are...I fell in love in 5th grade at the time I didn't realize it but after 2yrs I realized what it was and pursued it. No matter what you think it is no matter what anyone tells you...You will not agree with it because its what you believe. I'm telling everyone now I may be wrong in saying this but no matter what anyone tells you on here the choice is yours we are here to give you advice...we say it really isn't worth it...your best choice is continue on and after you have established yourself and who you will be then you are ready to settle but there is a good chance that you will try n learn from your mistakes by doing what you think you feel for that person. My advise listen to us when we say there are better and more awesome people out there for you.