Feeling lonely?

Life has gone mad recently and being lonely only cause u stress.. I just can`t stand this world anymore because how the world is 2day. My only hope tht will mke me satisfy is my room with otaku stuff..

As odd as this may sound, but I like being alone. I don't know why. I don't mind if people are in my life or not (of course I love my parents and brother and anyone that is important to me), but I have always been like that.

A life of an Otaku fan pretty much starts like this being alone till that one Oaku person comes in your life.

I faced a lot of social rejection in my life, as well as being burned in many relationships, so I guess that is why I've distanced myself from people over the years. Only recently did I realize that I can get through life all on my own. I never feel really happy in life, but conversely I never feel hurt. Kinda like living in a social limbo.

I'm rarely lonely, but because I'm usually surrounded by people on a regular basis, when I am by myself it feels uncomfortable. Wish there could be someone with me all the time.

Eh I've learned to deal with being lonely and enjoying my own world while walking through this vast world. But that's my path, I may be "lonely" now but there's always to opportunity for someone to step beside me o.O....