Romanticizing mental issues it's not "cute", it's Dangerous

I have mental issues, but not severely. When I first joined this site I was perfectly healthy. However, overtime with my irl situation my mental state cracked a few times resulting in severe panic attacks. I even had one yesterday after seeing how my own brother treated me like I didn't exist. I date, yes, and the girls I date or will date always takes my anxiety into mind. I want it to be when I am having a bad day mentally that I just want a hug from them saying it's okay now. It's hard dating being me like this. I overthink too often and get scared at things that have not happened yet in my life. Romanticizing mental issues and dating in anime doesn't bother me. It's funny if anything to see a yandere shanking someone.

I hope Yuno ties me up and feeds me beef stew while taking care of my bathroom needs. The dream... https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=A-HsgUqk6DE

Ye, But what drives me crazy is that many people are only looking for compenzation for their lonelyness and mental issues over some crazy internet love. Idealizing the human to fulfill empty place in you is not a good way to really feel better.. it's going to be even worse. And to play with feelings of other human is horrible (many people do it out there) many people are really thinking of a suicide everyday.. ok so then you can be responsible for making his/her state worse. It's crazy sometimes.. rly.

Thank you so much for putting light on this!! I'm currently taking therapy and meds to help me. Before I was diagnosed with anything some of my "friends" would find my episodes and breaking downs attractive and take advantage of my mood swings. It's honestly horrible not being taken seriously and it's really bad to sexualize and romanticize illnesses. Luckily, i broke away from those people but im still dealing with some others who seem as though they enjoy my episodes and it makes me uncomfortable but im trying to stick up for myself!! Again, i appreciate you foe making this post :)