What is it like dating you?

Everyone I've dated says I seemed like I didn't care, cause even during break ups I never made a big deal out of it. But in all honesty I was devastated, I just dont know how to express that physically.

Dating for me is a very personal thing, when i date someone i usually really mean it and usually have stronger feelings than usual. I like a close intimate relationship but not one where we have to worry about pressure or insecurity, I really dont care if you're unstable, insecure, paranoid, or scared as long as you're a decent person and are willing to be open and if not be with eachother to the end. "The End" is vague but honestly i want the simple things in a relationship, love, jokes, interest, support. I don't like flings or hookups, i think they are very surface level and most of the time end up in incompatibility, I think you should just get to know someone and if sparks fly then thats a good sign. I think needing eachother can be such an amazing special thing for both people, it might be a little unhealthy but I honestly think if you are both genuane and good people needyness is a good thing, after all... isn't wanting someone close to you kind of the point of love and dating? just in my experience though.

I will tell, but first you gotta promise to take me out to dinner. Then after I have enjoyed said meal and given it a thorough review shall I proceed to enlighten BRAH!

Benefits of dating me: Very supportive A shoulder to cry on at a moment's notice even if its the butt crack of dawn Always do what I can to put a smile on her face. Put her needs before my own Breakfast in bed once a month The cons of dating me: I'm like a hybrid of tsundere and kuudere I don't smile much I suffer in silence and will lie through my teeth if she asks what's wrong I'm very independent I have a constant poker face