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eternallunar1
Often times, I wonder whether or not I've been a decent friend or if I'm all that approachable, or all that interesting of an individual to talk to. I've tried hard to reach out to people, and help when they need it the most, but it feels like it just backfires on me no matter what I do and none of that matters anymore. I start to wonder have I done all I could do? What more could I have done? Am I all of that an interesting individual? I mean there's probably a lot more people out there who stand out more than I do. I always say be yourself and yeah it's 100% true you still should never be someone else you're not, but it just hurts when I feel like I'm difficult to talk to. Maybe I'm making a bigger deal than it is, but this feeling bothers me.
meisterman1985
eternallunar1, I was thinking the same way! This upcoming full moon makes us vent it out more.
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momoichi
Lamby @momoichi commented on Vent
Apr 05, 20 at 11:02pm
i want to bitch about how ugly and fat i am but secretly i also dont want people to agree or think im just looking for compliments its not like venting will change either of these facts, but fuck do i hate my body ugh i wish mirrors never existed i have a loving bf that tells me im beautiful, i have no reason to feel this way if i just couldnt see myself id be happy
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whitefirekanagi
I got what I wanted. I broke up with my significant other of two years because I realized that I needed time alone to develop myself into a person that won't fight, get angry, all that kinda stuff. I just wanted to do what was right by her. My mother finds out about it and tells me a piece of advice - I am incapable of loving like she is. My father, who is away in the Philippines working on his business, is described, by my mother, as truly love, while she isn't. He is capable of doing anything for my mother but my mother can't do anything for him. I'm the same way, apparently. I wasn't truly in love if I did what I did, which was break up with a great woman who loved me unconditionally. She's probably right. Maybe if I truly loved her, I could have made stuff better while we were together. But now, I'm alone. It feels lonely. I feel like I miss her, but I guess I really don't. I only miss the feeling of being in a relationship. It made me comfortable. I left to stop feeling comfortable. Did I leave because I wanted to leave? Did I want to leave someone because I didn't love them as much as they loved me? My mind's confused. Now I'm here, looking for a way to fill the emptiness. Thank you for listening, anyone that does.
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