Confessions

i havent gotten a nose bleed in a couple years. thats a good thing im not getting them a lot now, my whole life ive always got them.

ive reached a point where a practice kissing with my pillows

i havent shaved my legs in months showers have never been so quick

I confess i wanna buy an AR-15 as well of a handgun of some kind. Not sure which ones. But i wanna get comfortable having a gun for both home defense and as well as war time/military purposes. I have been decent at firing them but i always feel uneasy with them in my possession. Im afraid i shoot my foot or something. I have had times where i didnt properly bolt forward load and times where the gun wouldnt fire but didnt have a jam. Hoping to familiarize myself with them. Edit: i have been looking at things such as gun safes and trigger locks rn. When i get home i will take the proper licensing courses.