Confessions

i confess iv always been worried and scared that if i met someone on here irl theyd think i was fat and ugly and leave me ;-;.....

idk, i get this feeling like im only good at taking pictures and that if i met someone irl theyd be like "wtf your a troll i feel lied to" :/

Once when I was visiting my sister a few years ago, we went bar hopping with her bf, his cousin and her bf. My sister I guess got tipsy and ended up trying to find someone for me to be with for the evening (not sex), and kept asking questions. Then on our way back she pushed too far. She stopped us in front of a group of blonde girls and asked if any of them wanted to hang with me for the evening or something on those lines. We all stood in silence for solid 15 seconds before we just moved on. I pulled her aside and told her to stop, not sure if she realized what she had done. I'm not sure if I could have been any more humiliated. My self confidence is below 0.

I confess at a conference a girl asked me to walk her to her room each night. Then on the last night she was fiddling with the key to her room. Finally she opened the door and asked "You are probably cold". Sooo...I panicked and said that I should go back to my room. And I did. XD

@Lamby I told you not to worry about that, Fran agrees too. >w>