How's life?

Life is so bad right now that I created this alternate account to hide my emotions. I dated and still live with my ex that still rarely cisits this site

Just got over having coronavirus. Battles of my body. Up and down. Still fighting to make my lungs and heart better got inflammation in my heart went to doctors more appointments. But I'm better just weak. But hopefully all this bed rest helps been walking around a lot and going up hills drains me and makes my lungs hurt bad puking at work. Feeling nauseous and dizzy but now I'm finally getting better my lips aren't white or purple like and my breathing sooo much better just can't over do myself right now and I'm slow at work gotta pace myself and build up my body again. But all in all it's great they keep telling me I have it for three months since it in my blood so if i take a test it be positive still but i'm not infectious anymore (so they say)but i do have a chance of getting it again like anybody else who already had it but they told me getting the vaccine won't do me any good.-shrugs- since my symptoms started mild then progress to bad but hahaha i didn't end up on a vent.Other then that I'm numb like really calm minded I'm really numb actually I'm pretty content. But, if I were to get this shit again idk how I feel about it I was fine when I got told I have it but if I'm told I got it again hell I don't know if my body will handle a second wave attack. Flip of a coin.Just a flip of a coin.

@a1ephy Same, but working and studying little harder and harder while playing less and less.