Pet Peeves?

When I feel as if I'm carrying conversations all the time with people: one word answers, doesn't ask questions, doesn't initiate any conversations, barely even talks about themselves, and when they do try to initiate a conversation it's the old "hey what's up?" almost as a "fuck you, I want you to waste more time on me" after they notice you're not bothering to start conversations anymore (this sort of ties into an earlier post I made in this thread. :u) I just take that as a lack of interest and as a result decide that I'm better off not bothering anymore, which ultimately ends up to me sorta ghosting because I mean why continue just busting my ass to talk to someone that isn't really interested? (as far as I can tell). Now I understand that some people are shy, have social anxiety, etc. but holy shit, if you can make me seem like an extroverted social butterfly that's a huge achievement. It's not like I just hit people with small talk either since I hate small talk myself and value getting to know people on a deeper level. So I'd throw people a bone and try and create a conversation topic instead of doing the awkward "hey how are you? good."-bit. lol

When people assume shit about me when they don't even know me I'm not uninterested and being a bitch because I reply with one word answers, I am not good with communication because I have aspergers syndrome I'm not trying to ignore people because I didn't reply after an hour, I'm working my ass off because I have better things to worry about such as making sure I have the right qualifications to get the job I want I'm not confident and happy all the time in fact a majority of the time I'm stressed af worrying about what all these bitches think about me and I'm always worried about not being successful

When people talk so much i can’t get a word in, and then when they’re done talking I try saying something and they cut me off and keep talking. Like ffs. Let ne speak. Also chewing sounds and seeing food in someones mouth is soooooooooooooo gross.