Random thoughts...

Anyone making below 70k its probably hard to live normally. The cost of living in my area alone went up $200 since 2019. The average amount for rent stopped being 800 and is now 1000. Everywhere around my area. Not to mention its taking me $20 to fill up my tank from halfway where it used to take only $15

its weird you guys are talking about this when im trying to figur out my life. a little drunk and kinda feel stupid posting but what els should i do? just pretend i can be ok living totally insane. i think i just went full crazy. but i think im full retard crazy. im going to say it till i die, the government is fucking shit. or people are shit for letting this happen ha.

Gotta Love Covid Era everything going high while we rot in debt Sometimes i just wanna Hook with up with random stranger and Have Fun For a Tiny Sec. :O

@hell_hound7 I will say this from personal experience, which is biased, but there are at least 3 other guys that I grew up with that have been unemployed, faced some kind of prison sentence, and cheated on their spouses. The one who went to prison and fired from a couple jobs has 3 childen between two different women. Other guy finally got his life together, but his woman was with him for at least 7 years prior while he bounced around jobs that made less than me. Him and her spent those 7 years living in a 1 bedroom apartment with 4 other people. The girl came from a rich family too. Her work was being a secretary at a hospital. Still she stayed with him though they had been knowingly sleeping around. Then they got married. Still together to this day and finally got their own place. Last dude is homeless, but he finds women all the time to shack up with. Hell! My mom married my dad when he was homeless living on the street. Dad has 3 kids by 3 different women. What the FUCK is that? Crazy. Even crazier. 3 women ago, I dated a chick who told me her baby brother of 19 was a father of 3. And wouldn't you guess it, 3 different women who all knew each other. The women knew each other and chose to let a kid with no job shacked up with his parents knock them up! What is up with the world? Been employed since I was 16. Never fired. Never went to prison. College education. Own my own home. Live alone. Traveled America as far west as Texas and as far north as New Hampshire. Been as South as Florida. But every woman I meet tells me the same exact thing. Too boring. Too safe. Too planned. Not interested. I got nothing man. Can't give you the answers.

its so weird when you think about slipping underground and going through a store, i hate existing. ive been always losing my mind. i should really stop drinking and cry myself to sleep every night till i am don with alcahol. the first time i would drink was in middle school. i ended up in the hospital. i really should find a cure to life. why does my brain not work at all?

Today I felt the urge to cry at work and I don't know why, I held back anyways just telling myself it is not appropriate to do that here. Also need to watch the time for me to go to bed earlier

@projectotakux Sometimes people experience uncontrollable shifts in emotions as the result of a change in chemicals in their brain. Recent studies suggest it's a common occurrence even if people don't understand what's happening in the moment. It's freaky when it happens, but it's not that serious. Either way, hope you are well.