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LittleDemonSpade

124 year old Female
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Last online over 2 years ago
Not saying, OH
Hello, you sad sack of shit,
Now that you have started reading I guess You can have some information about me but don’t think I’ll give you every detail about me because what’s the fun in that? You will not get my name so if you want it then you better start chatting with me so I know you aren't gonna find out a lot about me and then kill and bury me so let’s see… I’m an artist in singing and drawing, I own a farm, I have 3 dogs and one is a trained German shepherd, I have 3 cat’s 4 bunnies plus more on the way, I have 50 chickens and 6 ducks.. I do a lot of cosplay and makeup, I’m not gonna tell you I like you or dislike you for a bit because I don’t really talk to people much… I’m not really a great person to be in a relationship with cause I get jealous, upset, physical, Overthink, Start fights all the time, Creepy, Like to have my partner fear me, disrespectful, and more but I don’t want to get you all caught up on 1 subject about me… I flinch a lot because not so nice hands have touched me and or hurt me, I grew up in a very abusive home. I have scars all over my body because of not so nice hands… I like drawing and painting because it makes me feel like I have a clear mind and I can always block everything out. I always feel like nobody understands me so I like that about me cause I can always be left alone and all the people I have fallen in love with or even made friends with hurt me in the end so I don’t show a lot of emotion or effort into anything… I speak 3 different languages but I’m working on a 4th. Not very many people know I speak those 3 but oh well, I like that nobody knows a lot about me.. I’m like a ghost…

My favorite songs are:
https://youtu.be/DuRO3uzWESU?list=PLqj5vaF2dSzqYz2sZNP1ftDlx3lfpjwkC
https://youtu.be/ceyw-aZFSjE?list=PLqj5vaF2dSzqYz2sZNP1ftDlx3lfpjwkC
https://youtu.be/1jrvaBUPRBc?list=PLqj5vaF2dSzqYz2sZNP1ftDlx3lfpjwkC
https://youtu.be/0qWb3S2QVus?list=PLqj5vaF2dSzqYz2sZNP1ftDlx3lfpjwkC
https://youtu.be/QGabLw3_4Io
https://youtu.be/7IM3wmogdlw
https://youtu.be/7jjyxW6Cu5M
https://youtu.be/m1XuN2XT2ns?list=RDGMEMYH9CUrFO7CfLJpaD7UR85w
https://youtu.be/q1jZVzqVhFg?list=RDGMEMYH9CUrFO7CfLJpaD7UR85w
https://youtu.be/jSyqR_ayYZo?list=RDGMEMYH9CUrFO7CfLJpaD7UR85w
https://youtu.be/CGQoE63sJWw?list=RDGMEMYH9CUrFO7CfLJpaD7UR85w
https://youtu.be/_X0p8beXxPc?list=RDGMEMYH9CUrFO7CfLJpaD7UR85w
https://youtu.be/fGkO24YnQH4?list=RDGMEMYH9CUrFO7CfLJpaD7UR85w
https://youtu.be/JysOe4qqCb8?list=RDGMEMYH9CUrFO7CfLJpaD7UR85w
https://youtu.be/pIpr9QHmvsY?list=RDGMEMYH9CUrFO7CfLJpaD7UR85w

My fears:
Thalassophobia is a type of specific phobia that involves a persistent and intense fear of deep bodies of water such as the ocean or sea.
Submechanophobia (from Latin sub 'under'; and from Ancient Greek μηχανή (mechané) 'machine' and φόβος (phóbos) 'fear') is a fear of submerged man-made objects, either partially or entirely underwater.
Coulrophobia (COOl-ruh-FOE-bee-uh) is a fear (phobia) of clowns. Children and adults who fear clowns may experience extreme, irrational reactions when they see clowns in person or view pictures or videos of clowns.
Philophobia is the fear of love or of becoming emotionally connected with another person. It shares many of the same traits as other specific phobias, particularly those that are social in nature. And it can significantly impact your life if not treated.

I love to roleplay and do stuff for others like drawings so please do let me know...