Rabbithole8

Again not about the cheating...in Spanish it goes pan piensas pan qieres. In english it's like guilty conscious. Because thats all you think about thats all this conversation becomes to you. I was talking about personal happiness to what end? Cheating all I'm saying is there is worse things out there, dont get your panties in a bunch because it's not that big of a deal.

I don't know maybe because I've lived a shitty life Im numb to all of societies rules and regulations. Everyone seems to be hung up on the cheating aspect and none of the happiness. Do you know how many ppl cheat on a daily? Your friends, family, co-workers, and acquaintances. Marriage, psh depending on your believes it's just a piece of paper. If it's worth the world to you hold it tight, mine has let me down and thwarted my career goals. Everyone puts a lot of worth on family, yet mine has screwed me over mother included. If my growth in life looked like little yellow balls, my own family and loved ones are Pac-Men. I know it's too much to ask an opinion of those that dont know the darkest parts of society that make you want to live in a tent/cabin in the woods just peacefully but hey I tried. Im not here to stay, I only wanted this groups opinion in the matter. It was clear to me in the first 4 replies I was not getting anywhere in this crowd. If your out to give another lecture on morality then dont bother. I will leave you with this. Cheating and divorce are such huge walls with sentries and guns and wire that I dont even dare start to climb either without a plan. Which I dont have. But therapy is a canyon so wide I know I won't make it if try the leap of faith. So I walk this fine ledge with an amazing beautiful view, with an edge that leads to a bottomless pit with hope or 2 dark treacherous walls that might hold a new beginning or more pain and misery for a lifetime. I just know if any of you knew what I have/am going through I know you would have snapped, cheated, or just chosen the wrong path without asking questions. This is me getting a general opinion of the anime community. This was me asking questions.