NerdySakura

Yeeesssss *^* Hell just working in a library and seeing people really enjoy reading your book would probably be enough motivation on its own to be honest X3 I think that on its own is more than enough to get writing if you ask me XDD Plus it will be gratifying as hell :3 And yeah I see a lot of girls nowadays wanting to marry rich old guys o.o I mean the concept of marrying someone until they die and taking all their money to me just sounds dirty as hell and I have to ask those people what are they doing with their lives :I But marriage and family on it's own isn't too bad if that's what girls want to do o/ I mean if that's where a woman can find happiness then you know, all the best to them :3 I can see a lot to achieve in being a general family person o/ But yeah I'm like you, I want to pursue a dream that I have and y'know having a partner and having a couple of kids on the way can make for a pretty exciting journey through life if you ask me :3 Although most people seem to want to marry and have kids at 18 which is fair enough but that's way too young for me :I Personally I'd rather wait till 25 at the least before I marry and have kids :I But y'know my opinion might change in the future XD And judging by your dream jobs there it seems like you used to be a pretty indecisive person X3 I mean I can relate to that because I always found it hard to make decisions from time to time and when it comes to big things like a career path, it really is something you have to think long and hard about to assess yourself and where you want to be. I guess that's why when we were kids we never thought about that and dreamt REALLY big XD And then as we grow up we just realise how unforgiving the world is and our cynical adult lives expose that wishing isn't going to do much good and you have to make things happen. It's depressing really, but once you find that one thing that truly gets you, you know that's what you want to do and you won't stop at anything until you have what you want :D Which is why looking at myself and where I want to be - I thought being a games journalist was perfect for me whether I become a part of a large magazine or a small independent company, I'm happy with either as long as the pay's good and it's flexible to how I want to do things :3 Which is why I would love to be a part of Destructoid, Giant Bomb or more local places like GamesRadar+ and PC Gamer o/ So I have quite a lot of options so it's a matter of building up my portfolio before the time is right X3 Although it's sad seeing some people 5 years older than me that still don't know what they want to do with life. I mean my brother is 23 and he just doesn't know what to do so he works at a pub, makes Youtube videos and is essentially a househusband looking after his daughter and what-not. But hey! It's never too late I say, it's a matter of trying new things and seeing what clicks :3

I'm also near sighted, I used to be able to see like a hawk when I was younger but well...., and I also have a eye touching phobia too. Even thinking about it for too long my eyes start twitching uncontrollably. I've managed to avoid about 3 glaucoma eye tests that way lol. I know it's just a puff of air and that it doesn't hurt but now that I KNOW its going to puff in my eye...uh ah..ain't gonna happen lol. Thankfully they've found another way around that but yeah, no contacts for me either, which would make cosplaying other characters so much easier. Might be the best for me in the end though because I would probably abuse the colored contacts for my own amusement haha. Go out to the shopping market with one "sharingan" eye and one pitch black eye and act like everything is normal XD. I get that, no real point in worrying over a cosplay if you haven't gotten around to the con part yet. I guess it might be a little backwards then. I hate it when that happens. It never fails too that once you get back to your game, you've either forgotten what you where doing/where you were or had to go, or forgotten the controls of the game. It's terrible with games like .Hack where you can continue the next game with everything from the previous one so you don't want to miss anything before continuing to the next game. I didn't intend to play it for the longest time because I thought that it was kind of silly focusing on all the Disney aspects but I decided to give it a go one day and boy was I wrong to think of it that way just because of the Disney aspect. It was really fun and I enjoyed some of the worlds like Nightmare Before Christmas and as you mentioned when you got to meet the Final Fantasy aspects of it as well, though I would have liked it if they allowed you to fight as Rikku, Luna, and Pain. I've found what drives me with enjoying games is the storyline. Of course there are some that I enjoy even though they lack a good story, i.e. Dynasty Warriors Gundam, Serious Sam etc. But most of those games are button mashers anyway and you pretty much go in already knowing that they're not made for storyline. But I can get around other issues if there is a good storyline or I really enjoy the subject. Eureka Seven for the ps2 is a good example. I loved those 2 games even though I.G.N. (I think was the website) trashed the games and even said that if they made a sequel it would be "cruel and unusual punishment". It could have used some polishing but I loved them anyway. After seeing the ending of KH I couldn't wait to buy and start playing the second one.

X3 Bah don't be discouraged! It's in your nature and it's a part of who you are so just accept that Sakura o/ If people discourage you, don't let them get you down - in that case just be all like "Fine, if you don't want my kindness then go screw yourself." or something amongst those lines, that way you're doing what you want to do and if you're not accepted for it then you don't have no worries or feel bad about yourself afterwards o/ That's what I do and you can feel good about yourself without dealing with the stress of other people's opinions :3 It's good to see you're vehement on wanting to write books Sakura :3 But yeah publishing is gonna be the difficult part because some people are really quite critical to the point of nigh unfairness, so it's really about finding the right publisher who can do a good job of getting your book out there o/ And hey, if your book's out there and it gains quite a bit of traction and makes you a good bit of money, there's chances it can go further with TV or even anime adaptations so I think that's a pretty good motivation right there XD Oh Sakura, I'm curious - what other dreams did you have before wanting to become a librarian?

I have a picture of my cosplay of him with a Chi on my profile if you want to take a look. Those are some interesting choices. I don't think I've seen many, if any, Launch or Bulma's so that would be interesting and guitar hero characters would be interesting too. Why doesn't it work out? Do you feel that the body type doesn't match up as much as you would like or something like that? I tend to limit myself to cosplay's that either have glasses(officially or wear them in fanart/if can pull off due to character personality, which Fai might playfully just ask you don't think they make me look smarter Kuro-pu?). I don't judge other cosplays by my standards but sadly I limit myself far too much haha. I wanted to play the new H.D revamps of the games but I already beat 1 and 2 and I'm already behind trying to start/finish 18 different games across ps3, ps2, n64, wii, ps1, etc. So I had to let that go sadly. What were your favorite parts about the game? What did you love about it? Me too haha. I can't wait for it....but if it came out tomorrow I couldn't play it anyway haha. I'm starting to save up for the ps4 though.