kamendd

I feel like the best way I can describe myself is that I think too much about things, both good and bad. I keep tabs on all my friends and what they enjoy and I'm always the first to speak up when something is off about them, even with the slightest details that is inconsistent. I note as many things about them as I can because I want to provide for them something that I wish someone could do for me, which is someone who really pays attention to me and what I'm like. I can be clingy when I find someone I really like but all the same, sometimes I find it really easy to drift away from them as well. I am a very emotional person who is very open about my own feelings and what I like. Most things I read or watch I digest and absorb into myself. I'm really searching for my soulmate, someone that would equally pay attention to me, and I could give back as well. A girl with who I would be best friends before a lover. I am also constantly trying to improve myself and my habits so I'm in general a more in-tuned person to who I am and what I could be than most. I still am not really sure if what I'm looking for is romance or more for someone to understand me and for me to love as well.I hope that I will find someone here that I can truly get along with.

Outlook:
I can be very in-touch, talk deeper things about the curiosities of life, and appreciating it
I really like to learn about people and their stories, I try to make it more apparent that I listen
I also like to balance it out with fun, so I can do jokes and try to cheer you up on bad days, and on my bad days, I just need you to talk to

I'm looking to forge both platonic and romantic relationships while being on here with preferably someone my age. I am only interested in romantic relationships with girls, however.



This is my current condensed list of anime I'm following:

Anime
Your Lie in April
A Place Further Than the Universe
A Silent Voice
Anohana: The Flower We Saw That Day
Laid-Back Camp
Kaguya-sama: Love is War?
Nagi-Asu: A Lull in the Sea
Our love has always been 10 centimeters apart.
The Devil is a Part-Timer!
Rascal Does Not Dream of Bunny Girl Senpai
The Pet Girl of Sakurasou
Your Name
Toradora!
Masamune-kun's Revenge (but this is mostly because of the manga giving me the actual conclusion)

Manga
Kaguya-sama: Love is War?
School-Live!
Masamune-kun’s Revenge

Manga I'm currently reading
Oshi no Ko
Kaguya-sama: Love is War?
Giji Harem
Talentless Nana
The Devil is a Part-Timer!
Ponkotsu Ponko
Kiss Him, Not Me
The Demon Girl Next Door

Light Novels:
Read all of Alicization War of Underworld
Currently reading Progressives (Volume 1 right now)
Currently reading: Sword Art Online V20
Currently reading: Last Round Arthurs: Kuzu Authur to Gedou Merlin