I am a shy 19 year old anime lover. I am slighty untrusting and nervous around new people but am very caring to those who get to know me. I am often embarrassed easily. Ive tried to make cosplay costumes but always seem to fail. Due to this ive never cosplayed as i cant afford the costumes. I am nowhere near a person who has money and in fact live on ssi due to mental dissorders. I am looking for a long term relationship in which i am not loved for money or looks but for the real me.