Dagger

I have been crying since this morning because I feel so much pressure from my studies. I keep questioning whether I have learned enough, whether I am worthy enough for this or not, or whether other people would still love me even if I don't make it. I feel sad because I feel like no one sees my efforts and the sacrifices I have made, and that no matter what I do no one will be able to see the best in me. Plus I feel bad because my faith is being shaken. I am thinking how much I hate God because of how generous He is to other people, but I...and I do not know if He hears my prayers, and I do not know how much longer or how many times should I ask the universe to give me contentment and happiness. https://media.tenor.com/PEjc2hKw2GwAAAAC/sad-depressed.gif ...and I have an exam tomorrow, and I can't seem to focus...And overthinking is giving me headache and chills