Daggera

Wow.... I feel better.... weird..... https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/564x/c9/05/a5/c905a54261dbb06d574aefdf53ee3b3d.jpg

Dear MO, I am a super big, Baka. I don't know how to react to friendships outside helping others and I am certainly not used to being in a relationship that cares. I am a huge problem communicating my feelings and it is time to overcome such unwanted flaws. So every day I going to write in a diary-like fashion to someone since it is a communication with people that I have this issue. If I am feeling good or bad I plan to do this every day to get in the habit because I keep it all to myself. Please help me. http://i.imgur.com/HUOILol.gif

I hope everyone has a good day. https://myanimelist.cdn-dena.com/s/common/uploaded_files/1460829846-9d79dc2e9f1cbf75a7d870373fdad5c9.jpeg

Me speaking to phone: Google search for 'Childtime daycare" Google: Child porn. WTF!?!?!

How the fight scene was in the dream: Lol http://wallup.net/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/108993-artwork-fantasy_art-anime-rain-umbrella-original_characters.jpg http://wallup.net/wp-content/uploads/2016/04/10/313571-anime-rain-blue_eyes-original_characters-earrings-anime_girls.jpg

http://pm1.narvii.com/5733/7c857dc9b490ec7359ec8949a4ac79a74c7e0d02_hq.jpg Fuck my dreams.... I woke up with a dream that should have been happy but turned out annoying because my own mind likes to go against me and piss me off. You know what brain, fuck off. -.- There are some parts that are laughable however in the dream so there is that. Dream: I was finally going to meet Azure for the first time and I guess I went to Cali because I was waiting to meet him somewhere outside next to a wooden wagon (I have no idea why) When I saw him arrive I hid myself behind the wagon being my shy self but then a group of his friends showed up, found me, and started swarming us so I didn't even get to really talk to him and they won't leave us alone. The worse part is they kept blabbing their mouths and wouldn't shut up, blah blah blah... -_-; Boredom and anxiety ensued and I started organizing their can goods checking the expiration dates just to get a hold of my nerves. (I never touch people's stuff normally without asking) They didn't seem to mind as they talked at me. Then they wanted to do some kind of weird role play. WTF? I was dressed in a kimono and had a bamboo umbrella as one of his friends holds a hose to create rain. WTF brain? They wanted me to walk alongside Azure and at the point, we haven't talked or even hold hand or kissed so getting annoyed I faced the water and fought the ongoing stream with my umbrella and shoved the end of it in the hoes when I got close enough and smacked him upside the head with it and knocked him out. Then I woke up.... >.< Besides that, I had a seriously busy day so far. I want to hide from the world and my evil head. http://pa1.narvii.com/5793/00aff3a59411f70ace4979c8cec9f55947bdec3a_hq.gif