I work too much? *shrugs*
Need to figure my life out before I try to figure someone else's.
Because one less morning I'll awake in a strange bed with some naked girl I hardly know.
But Senhougahara is best.
Actually never mind.
its probably cause i get anxiety and begin to kinda cringe when i first speak to new people. also when I'm in this state my thought process goes out the window and I'm unable say anything aside from simple responses.
I have some severe anxiety problems when it comes to talking to a girl I'm crushing on. I spend weeks or even months agonizing over what to say and when to say it, and then when I finally get the courage and morale support to go and do it, all that comes out of my mouth is "I just wanted to say I like you and aslknlsnlajnlasdgblkgbksdajgflkagbkl............." Then, commence heart attack, if heart attack has not commenced already.
For those to whom nothing I say makes sense, try this visual representation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSDm3c-_UL8
Three relationships. All turned bad. The last ex I had she was perfect in everything. Anime, games, sense of humor, etc. Even the same religion.
Turned to Alcohol abuse and medication consumptions. Took her problems out on me and she left.
Ive grown to have a severe case of "I can't trust anybody" syndrome along with "There is no true love" mentality.
My respect towards women never faulters out though. Its just my personal issues.
Because im ugly af? Shit, idk.
^ That makes two of us.