Anyone here actually interested in a relationship?

I would love to get into a relationship, and I simply am concerned that I'll end up losing it just as fast as I have obtained it. I wouldn't have signed onto a dating site without the intent to find a romantic relationship. Seems rather bass ackwards.

Whenever I decide to come back to the site, I miss oppertunities to talk to someone. Since there'd be a large time space. Although, I try not going on here because I want to try my best in reality. Idk man, I've never been in a relationship. Even if I cant find one here or in real life I just want to have that one person I can lean on when Im having my downs. God I sound desperate lmao.