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sab
Oct 20, 17 at 12:56pm
No, my profile is not wrong.. i am 49! Sorry if that sets off the "Pervert Alarm" to some of the girls on the site. i'm not! Nor will i ever hit on anyone here. Just looking for friends to chat since i am basically home-bound after an accident. But i don't want to lie, deceive or make myself into something I am not. so where do i start.... First off i should say that I am or should i say was a writer. mostly children and fantasy. i had one children's book published in 2012. "Bastion Guardian of Covington" you can look it up online if you want, Most places like amazon carry it and it has the bio page and my pen name. The art work was done by the woman i loved the most in my life. She was also the person that got me started in my love for anime and MMO's being almost 20 years younger than me, she had the same reaction as many of you here when we first met when i was looking for an artist for my book. I was surprised/concerned when she eventually asked me out after she found out we lived close. Kind of like what many of you dream about. Finding your perfect mate online, totally accidentally. Then riding off into the sunset with a storybook ending. But our fairy tale ended when i was involved in a hit and run accident or maybe a little before when i found out her dream was to have a family and be a mom...... and i could not have kids. Even with all that, she hung in with me.... only for me. but it was not the life i promised her, so i let her go so someday she could fulfill her dream. I still talk to her time to time although it hurts. well enough with the drama.... I have been watching Anime it seems for a long long time as well as playing MMO's since the First Ultima Online came out. all the people i associate with now since i cant get out of the house are my son's friends, one of the children from my first marriage. At least one of his friends comes to see me daily, i guess i believed they felt pity for me labeling me the "community dad" not a friend. I was wrong It's friends that notice changes in you and are not afraid to say it or help! they were the ones who knew i was suffering from depression before i realized it They told me about this site because they would always come over and i would be in my recliner watching anime. Cant do more than that at the moment until i have another, being #4 surgery on my neck. One of them who knew my story told me "you met your dream girl online, how about you meet some friends." well so much for me ending the drama so i am here. sorry if creeps anyone out. if it does you don't have to friend me. But if you can see your way past, i am fun to talk too from what i am told.
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