Confessions

LOOKS like midas might have already decided on his future gf. XD drones? The machines that fly in the air and spy on people?

I confess I'm not to easy to handle and especially the last days wasn't easy after all. I know it can be rough sometimes to talk with me. I confess that I'm often thinking about to get rid of my life the last days. I'm feeling bad about. What I feel is emptyness and being worthless. I'm feeling bad to have those thoughts. And I also know that are irrational thoughts, but that makes alot of trouble because you cannot thinking clearly. I wish I haven't that thoughts. I'm trying to stay strong. @vez, I do prefer DM, but I'll reply here. I can understand that you are tired of me and I've seen that you deleted me as a contact here what makes me sad. Does your comment mean that you broke up with me? Yes, I've still trust issues but that doesn't mean that I don't trusted you in general. I trusted you in many things. You wrote to me that I shouldn't bottling up and I told you my fears. I trusted you to tell you that. I'm still not sure what do you mean with lying. Maybe I'll never know. I'm the last one who wants to ignore you. I was always looking forward to voice chat with you. It made me happy that you asked me from yourself if we would voice chatting again, because that was really rare. Do you really think so that I let feel you like dirt? You often told me that I would give you too much credits. Do you really thinks I'm terrible? No, I don't hate you, even wrote that and I didn't address to you to fuck off. I use it as a swear word. I do admire your love and support - I noticed that and response to it. Even with one sentence because I was at work. I'm sorry that I let you feel that.

i confess if i go through another bad break up im giving up on men and gonna start goin for ladies sexy goth ladies.... *stealin yo dream goth girls out from under you*