Confessions

I dislike optimistic ppl I dislike ppl with High Standards I detest video game haters I detest ppl who act as if English Dubs in Anime or Video Games are evil I detest ppl who only like to go partying,drinking,clubbing,sleeping around etc. I never had a GF before. I won't know if a girl is interested in me unless she tells me. I think I'm ugly. I love playing as female characters in video games to assuage the lack in women in my life. I love playing as pretty boy male characters in video games like Link from the Legend of Zelda as a means of putting myself in the shoes of a lady's man. I never kissed or held or even snuggled with a girl before, though I've received hugs and that's all. I think I'm repulsive. Despite being down, I always try and remain optimistic and cheerful, except when I'm super down. I only watch dubbed anime. Tails is actually my favorite Sonic character. I'm not attracted to Black Women although I'm Black myself. I think Anime characters look better than real ppl. I don't like video games with realistic graphics, with only few exceptions. I don't like any mainstream video games like GTA,Halo or CoD. I only like Sonic,Mario,Donkey Kong,Zelda Pokemon etc. The old mainstream video games are the ones I love and JRPG's. I love Hentai, but detest real porn. I think Vaginas are nasty as fuck. My hentai collection is 99% paizuri/titty fucking I love fapping to busty anime girls giving paizuris/titty fucking. I sometimes draw my own hentai and fap to it. The only music I like to listen to is Video Game OSTs I think that be all.

@Tiger Festival Wow, quite the list, I agree/share a number of those with you. @blazingbow1 I enjoy it too, but there is so little of it, but there's yaoi out the wazoo, its rather unbalanced.

Before I became the concentrated ball of awesome that I am now I had to go through so much pain and failure that it still haunts me to this day. To the point where I'm not even sure all the self improvement I did was worth the price. But I still try to help others improve themselves despite being unsure about if its worth it.

1. I have very low self-esteem. 2. I care too much for people who don't care about me. 3. I'm overly friendly/clingy and that pushes many away. 4. I think I'm hideous. 5. Every time I step on the scale, I just want to vomit. 6. I honestly don't know what to do with life. 7. I want to find my other half... but I want them to find me.

I sat through a work orientation today thinking so much filthy things about the sexy phillipino chick next to me. yum yum, what i would do to, with, and for her.